Table of Contents

Title Page

Copyright Page

Foreword

CHAPTER 1: BAD IDEAS

Firestorms Day One

Home Safe—Heartsickness

Babycakes

Annihilator

To Flame

Time Ain’t Nobody’s Friend

For My Father, the Drunk

I Shot the Lights Out Too

Million-Year Fuck-Face Convention

SOS Searchlights

Night of Bones

Blue Wars

Oblivion

What Is the Password for Summer Again?

Snow Lady, I Wished You

Gay As Fuck

You Will Not Miss Me When I Am Gone

CHAPTER 2: LOWER-CLASS MYTHOLOGY

Elf Mountain

A Death

One Sharp Ending

52 Pieces

A Sister Scowls

Rain on America

Becausewhy

Sisters

Electric Blue

Dreamlines for Critics

Taxi after Taxi …

Perfect/Seasons

The Break Bell

Old People Are Raised/Make Room

Blueberry Sweat

oh my we stole the show

Flickering

Wow, I’m Insane

Low Gong Goes the Clouds

pa-paw special

Anxiety and Hope

Return to Santa

For Your Tears

Orange

We Paint Together

Writing, Dying, for the Trying

The Statue of Liberty Is French, Asshole

I Am One of Those

The Whole Universe Is God’s Shithole Apartment Complex

CHAPTER 3: INFINITY BLUES

I REFUSE

Alit Daffodil

Baltic Sea

ha ha ha

i can see you still

At a Distance

Babydoll

A New Party of One

did you see?

i think i thought i loved you

Your Side Now

enough rope

Closed

Brass

Terrible

Carnations

Goodnight Little One

Every Time

Real Fucking Dreams Come True

Sit Down

too much night

infinity blues

In the Middle of the Night Goes the Bang

Lighthouse

The Rushes

i’m a sick man, buttercup

I Fucking Miss You

Hammer It Home, Slugger

That Door Is Closed

Cocooned

Where?

My Favorite … Ever

I Make Myself Sick

Red

soon it will be time to go

Spit Hits My Face

It’s Time

I Am a Cemetery

But Still

Every Day

skydragon

CHAPTER 4: CHAPTER 11

Almost Out

Cease Fire

Dream Past This

BubbleGummed

i always knew you could do better

What a “Someone Else’s” Is

like a werewolf

New Pieces

Burn Up

Chapter Eleven

Butterbrains

fuck it all

giggle

say something

27 Steps

Pretty with Laughter Coming

By the Words

A Book of Spells

Poetry Is a Zombie

Cinderella

Tonight, We Ride …

53 and 38

c’mon, let’s go

The Wind-Up

Land This Bird

Quicksilver

Me, Minus Simple Dream

Tea

My Price

i hate myself

17 Poems a Day

OK?

CHAPTER 5: TOMORROW HAPPENS

Joy

Orange-Burst

Fast As Fuck

Pay Up, and Let the Kids Play You Sissy

How Spirits Sail

Fuck That Noise, Jimmy Shoetaps

Asshole

Garbage Scepter

Old Flowers

Summer

Whatever Makes Her Happy

We’re the Worst

For Charles

No Movie Tonight

What If

Electric Nothings

War Is Awful

Fuck You, Mister Know-It-All

Sand Sea Tide

My Watch Hates You

Forget It

Fruit Gets a Lot of Still-Life Action

Aplomb

Do Not Loan Your Heart to Women

Dreams, God, Albert, and Disappointment