Clear out your cupboards and sweep the fridge.
Once you decide what you want in a relationship, you must make an active plan to achieve it. As with any successful diet, that plan starts by setting realistic goals and continues by sticking to them and monitoring them. And if it’s not working—if you find yourself cheating or slipping up—then be brutally honest about why.
It’s time to start tracking the data on your own love life and then review the results. Be your own data analytics expert.
We live in a culture where we can now track everything—our daily steps, our REM sleep, our carb intake, our pulse rate—so it’s time to start tracking the data on your own love life and then review the results. Be your own data analytics expert.
Take this quest as seriously as you take any other item on your to-do list, whether that item is finding a job, losing twelve pounds, training for a 10K, or paying off your credit card bill.
So, where to start?
Buy a notebook to dedicate to this one thing. Sure, it sounds old-fashioned, but studies prove that you retain more information by physically writing it down, pen on paper, than tapping it out on a keyboard. Of course, if you really can’t imagine writing by hand, then you can always start a diary on your computer or iPad. Either way, make this your purpose-driven love journal and make writing in it a ritual that takes you outside your day-to-day to-do lists and other “notes to self.”
The point is to do this in a way that takes your quest seriously. For this reason, I much prefer a quality notebook, not a yellow lined legal pad with disposable pages, but a beautiful notebook, one you will enjoy opening every day. I have dozens of notebooks, big ones, tiny ones, some I’ve written in until they’re full, others completely empty, still waiting for their purpose to hold ideas and promise. I give them as gifts, and I am never without one. You never know when you will need to write something down—a quote, a thought, an idea, a dream, an ambition. But this particular notebook has a purpose. Title it however you like: maybe with a favorite quote or line from a song, or a saying from your favorite icon. And then find a private space to keep it, where no one else would think to look, so you alone can read it.
Give yourself an hour, maybe even pour yourself a glass of wine or go sit in a café, and then on the first page, answer the following question:
What do you want more of in your love life?
The prompts below are just suggestions; you will have a wide and varied list of your own.
Fun sex with no obligation to call them afterward?
More laughter? More trust?
Someone to travel with? To explore with?
Someone to Netflix and chill with?
Someone you know you’re going to hang with so you don’t have to think about actually planning what you’re doing on Saturday night?
Someone to help you get over the heartbreak of your most recent breakup?
Someone to marry in the next year or so and start a family with?
Someone who will come to those work social events you find so awkward and be a better half?
Give yourself the time to really think about your answers. The more you know about yourself and what you actually want, the closer you are to finding it.
Having thought through, and written down, what you want in a partner, at least gives you a guide. Love is unpredictable and surprising. It can catch us off guard. We can’t predict precisely when we might meet the love of our life or how many hoops we may jump through along the way. It’s both exciting—and terrifying.
It feels out of control not knowing when a relationship might appear. And it’s so frustrating. If only we knew that in six months or even two years we would meet someone, then we could relax and enjoy the lead-up to it.
My guess is that you have a job, a place to live, a closet with enough clothes, that you care about your physical appearance and fitness, and that you have a network of family and friends. We launch our adult lives after college and work so hard to achieve all these things. So why does finding a partner, a person to share all this with, feel so daunting?
The twenties are supposed to be among the best stages of a woman’s life. You’re done with college, ready to explode into the world of work and continue exploring your sexual self, only with a slight edge now as you embark for the first time on a life where you alone—no longer your parents or your college—get to create the boundaries. It’s a time of self-discovery and adventure, and if you’re working, then you have a bit more money to try new things, too.
Plus, you’re at your sexual prime, widely reported to range from your midtwenties to thirties, and so of course you want to experiment. It’s great to have fun. But if you ultimately want a sustaining relationship, as many women do, then it’s okay to acknowledge that.
Giving yourself permission is half the battle. “It’s so hard for women to admit that they want this,” says Helen Fisher, PhD, the renowned biological anthropologist and author of many books on love, including Anatomy of Love: A Natural History of Mating, Marriage, and Why We Stray. “Many find it too retro, but the truth is that finding your life and/or mating partner is hardwired into all of us. It is the ultimate prize.”
Inevitably, what can feel like a prize in your twenties doesn’t always feel that way in your thirties or older. For those whose marriages have not worked out, the new dating world of potential partners can feel like a hostile environment. My point is, it doesn’t matter where you are in your life or how old; figuring out what you want and need in a partner at this very specific time in your life will help focus your search.
In the same way that opening your bank statement can actually feel like a huge relief, stopping for a moment to consider your relationship goals will make you feel that much closer to achieving them. Who hasn’t gone hopefully home with someone and then been crushed by the announcement, usually right after sex: “That was great, but just to be clear, I’m not looking for anything serious, and I hope you understand.” You nod and pretend to agree. You may even say, “So relieved you said it first! I don’t want anything serious, either! I’ve got so much going on!” And then you sweep up your dashed hopes, struggle back into your skinny jeans, and pretend you don’t care. But you do.
It’s time to be honest with yourself and with others.
Consider how comfortable we feel doing this with other areas of our lives. We place our ambitions and desires for that perfect job or career under a microscope. We spend four years in high school worrying about what to study in college and then another four years in college worrying about if what we’re studying will get us the career we want. If someone doubts us, then we accuse them of not being sufficiently ambitious for us. But we don’t examine our love lives with the same scrutiny, other than with our friends over too many glasses of chardonnay, possibly the least objective teachers ever! We have no classes or schooling on relationship intelligence because we are somehow supposed to have that under control, innately, as if circumstances will one day organically present us with the perfect partner. And yet, it is much easier to change jobs or offices or full-on careers than it is to change romantic partners, especially once you have kids together.
My friend Denise* was thirty-five, single, and wanted a family. She had just sold her travel company to Travelocity and realized that she could not “keep hitting the snooze bar” on her biological clock. So she sought out a partner with “intention.” “It was unromantic,” she says.
She went to a Jewish singles happy hour with a friend and no expectations. “We were both single and decided, if it’s boring, then we will go out for dinner,” she says. That was in 2000, and where she met her future husband. He suggested hiking on their first date. She wore a T-shirt, shorts, and sneakers, and thought, “I want to meet someone who is going to accept me for me,” she says. “And I remember thinking, even if this does not work out, I’ll get a nice hike in.”
It did work out—and Denise wasted no time. The two married in 2002 and had Katie in 2004. “I’m a businessperson—when I put my mind to something I can usually achieve it,” she explains. “That was my insight: I had to treat finding a partner and having a family like my approach to my career.”
In my experience, Denise is the exception, not the rule. While our relationships need as much scrutiny as our working lives, they often don’t receive that attention until it’s too late. It’s so easy to get caught up in the romance and relief of a new relationship that we sometimes miss the signs that we should hold out for someone else with whom we have more in common—for someone who makes us truly happy when we’re with them, or at the very least, respects us.
Our relationships need as much scrutiny as our working lives, yet they often don’t receive that attention until it’s too late.
It’s frustrating that this is so hard to do. Women are more “equal” than ever before. We’re “leaning in” in the boardroom, demolishing the gold medal record at the Olympics, and out-graduating men in higher education. (College undergraduate intake is now 57 percent women, 43 percent men.)
I have spoken to thousands of young women through my work, and what has surprised both me and them is that, despite their smarts and ambition and capabilities, they are more confused than ever about love and relationships. Sex is widely available, sex without judgment, too. Hooking up is easy, though many have told me that it’s not as fulfilling as they expected. The refrain I hear over and over is “I love my life. I love my job and my friends. I just never expected to find myself single. I just never expected to find myself in this position.”
So if you do want a relationship where you can talk confidently about having a future as part of a couple, now is the time to admit it. Fess up. You are not alone. And once you have set your bigger goal—whether to be married with children by your midthirties or to be in a serious relationship by the end of this year—you can start to focus on the tactics that are necessary to reach it.
TO DO
Establish a regular habit of writing in your love journal, and answer the following:
Have your love goals changed since you did the to-do items for Rule #1?
If so, what are your new goals?
Have you made steps in achieving them?
Identify your triggers: What do you think has gotten in the way of finding love?
Start this quest by being honest and conscious of what you want, and then ask yourself what gets in the way of it.
We have all had those moments when we saw the cookie, promised ourselves we would just eat half, and then went on to eat four and felt ill. For some, this becomes a daily habit. In order to find the best dating diet for you, first you must know your weaknesses.