Striving for Love
The Daily, an online and Apple iPad news service, reported that on March 19, 2011, Forrest Lunsway, age one hundred, and Rose Pollard, age ninety, qualified for a Guinness World Record as the oldest couple ever to marry. Rose’s advice to dating couples: “Take your time and get to know one another. Get to know if you like all the things that person stands for. If they have the same values.” I guess she meant that, because the couple dated for thirty years (no rush to marriage here!) and then married on Forrest’s one-hundredth birthday at their local senior center in Orange County, California.[1]
People the world over—no matter their age—believe in romantic love. For example, while more and more Americans say that marriage is becoming obsolete for society, a fewer number think marriage is obsolete for them.[2] Most people still want to get married. We believe in marriage, strive for it, long for it, and actively pursue it.[3]
We are created in the image of a loving God with the deepest desire to, like him, love and be loved. This includes, in general, having loving relationships with extended family and friends, and specifically includes the desire to mate with another in an exclusive pair-bond. God himself pointed out that the first thing in creation that wasn’t good was that man was alone. Keep in mind that man wasn’t completely “alone”; he had complete access to and oneness with God. But apparently that wasn’t sufficient, given man’s design. Adam needed something else. We, male and female, were made with the need to connect and be partnered with a member of the other gender.
Adam’s same existential ache to be partnered with someone is felt by the unmarried today. It’s what opens us to romance and pulls us toward the idea of a pair-bond relationship. And it’s what gives us what I jokingly call marital amnesia, that is, the willingness to date again even after a painful divorce (LOL). People in the midst of a horrible divorce who vow “never again to be vulnerable to rejection” often find themselves a few years or even months later falling for another person. The possibility of love leads us to temporarily forget what it’s like to be in pain, and forever invites us to look with optimism toward a future with love. The sense of aloneness pulls us toward love. But if the ache of loneliness pulls, the ache of pain pushes.
The pit of loss, whether stemming from a divorce, the death of a spouse, or the rejection of a boyfriend/girlfriend with whom you share a child, is dark and easily overwhelming—and no one wants to stay there long. In the pit, depression, sadness, guilt, devastation, rejection, and a sense of being lost abound. Needless to say, these are unwelcome infections, and if you are not careful, your medication of choice will be romance. Notice I didn’t say “love,” I said “romance.” Romance and infatuation have an intoxicating effect that gives the appearance of fixing pain, and boy is it attractive. If there is one clear vulnerability in life, it is anything or any feeling that promises to lift you out of the pit of pain. This may be drugs or alcohol, pornography, religiosity, excessive work, anything that provides a rush of adrenaline, or a new relationship. The cocaine of attention seems to work wonders when all you know is the pit. But buyer beware: This drug has a short shelf life and can ultimately cause more destruction!
At some level, whether for God-given pull reasons or medicinal push ones, most single people are striving for love and shared romance with another person. Maybe you are just beginning to entertain the idea of dating and are hoping this book can help you navigate the terrain. Or maybe you have dated a few times, maybe even fell in love again, but found the experience confusing.[4] (One person said, “It’s weird trying to figure out how to enter the dating world, and pretty depressing, to be honest. I feel like an awkward teenager all over again.”) Or perhaps you believe you’ve already found the love of your life and you’re wondering about your kids. In any case, this book will help.
Single-parent dating includes complicated questions:
The person dating a single parent has questions, too:
These and many other questions will be addressed in this book. Considered together, these questions illuminate a crucial insight for both single parents and those dating them that we will return to again and again: When kids are involved, dating is not just about finding a mate but beginning a family.
The Catch: Competing Attachments
In adoptive and biological families, couples come together before children enter the picture. When coupleness precedes familyness, as I like to say, the marriage serves as the source and foundation of the family unit. Here’s why that’s important: When marriage forms the foundation of the family, every other relationship in the family is an outgrowth of the marriage and systemically supports it and lives in harmony with it. When children are born to a couple, the resulting parent-child relationships don’t intrinsically compete with the couple’s marriage. They may vie for time and energy, but their very presence doesn’t inherently compete with the marriage itself. Parent-child relationships naturally draw strength and security from the marriage and in turn feed and support the marriage. When the marriage precedes children, family attachments mutually strengthen and feed one another.
However, when a single parent moves toward a love relationship with someone who is not the child’s parent, a competing attachment is formed. To the child, the parent’s love and increasing dedication to a new partner do not naturally strengthen the child’s relationship with the parent, but compete with it. Likewise, stepparents often feel left out and perhaps jealous when their spouse spends time with their stepkids. Because familyness pre-dated coupleness, relationships compete.
Here’s another way to articulate the contrast. In first families, everyone is rooting for the couple’s success, especially the kids. When Mom and Dad are happy, life is as it should be. When parents are at odds with each other, kids in biological families hope they’ll resolve their issues and live at peace. But in blended families, children aren’t as invested in the success of the couple as the couple is, and on occasion they are dead set against it. Relationships in biological families naturally synergize and support each other; new relationships in blended families naturally compete with the emotional attachments that preceded the new marriage.
That’s why I always cringe when I hear a single parent say one reason they want to find a new partner is so their children will have a father or a mother. While it’s true that a stepfather, for example, can eventually fill some of the masculine gaps in a child’s life, a mother’s hope that a stepfather will fill the “daddy-hole” in a child’s heart is misguided. She needs to understand that bringing a man into her children’s lives very well may destabilize (at least for a time) her children’s world, not bring stability to it. At a minimum, it will decentralize them from receiving her full attention—a significant change for children who have already experienced great loss—and may make them feel in competition with their stepfather.
Recognizing this truth will better inform your striving for love. Embracing this truth as a single parent will lessen your expectations of instantly becoming a happy family, lower your stress about finding someone who will fill the parental gaps in your child’s life, and hopefully help you to relax about finding a mate. Embracing this truth as someone dating a single parent will help you not feel rejected if the kids are slow to warm up to you; it’s still difficult, but at least you know this response is common and not necessarily a personal rejection of you. Not recognizing this truth sets you up—whether you are the single parent or dating partner—to send me an email of confusion and frustration.
My Recurring Email
Have you ever had a recurring nightmare? I get a recurring email. You can fill in the specifics, but the basic structure is the same. Melissa’s email is a good example:
Kevin and I have been married almost two years. . . . We did not have any premarital preparation. . . . We decided to marry a few months after we met. I have three sons ages . . . and Kevin has two kids ages . . . I thought this would be easy because we felt right for each other—boy was I wrong. Absolutely dead wrong! We have struggled for two years. . . . We are so in love with each other, but we can’t come to terms on matters of parenting and stepparenting, and the boys are jealous of my relationship with Kevin. I wish we would have waited a little longer to marry. Can you help us?
—Melissa
Now, here’s what you need to know: Kevin and Melissa are good people. In fact, they are godly, upstanding, going-to-heaven people. They just didn’t know what they didn’t know. And they let the push of ache (trying to run from the pit of pain) and pull of love (the desire for attachment) dictate their dating and decisions about marriage instead of letting wisdom do that for them. In short, they fell prey to their own blinders. (Regrettably, I have to pause and share this irony of ironies—just now as I was writing this section, I actually got another version of this recurring email! Except this time it ended with “I just got served divorce papers.” Married just fourteen months and their blended family is over. My heart breaks for them. It doesn’t have to end this way for you.)
Wisdom and Folly
The first nine chapters of Proverbs in the Bible present a contrast between those who embrace the wisdom of God and those who reject it for foolishness. The two sides of this contrast are personalized as Wisdom and Folly, who call out to and try to entice passersby. The contrast is profound. Wisdom provides understanding and the knowledge of God; Folly provides simplemindedness and a lack of judgment. Wisdom provides victory, a shield of protection, and peace to the soul; Folly leaves one exposed to evil and filled with anxiety. Wisdom offers discretion to walk straight paths of blessing and rescues one from lustful and adulterous enticements; Folly leaves one to walk in dark ways and fall prey to the influence of lust. Wisdom extends life and brings prosperity as one wins the favor of both men and God; Folly offers a short and difficult, undisciplined life.
I beg you to heed the call of Wisdom regarding your relationships, your family decisions, and your parenting or you might as well start drafting your email to me now. Folly offers no discernment; it is only interested in pursuing the passions of the moment and the quick fixes of infatuation and fantasy. Folly will crumble at the feet of blended family challenges because it refuses to take a hard look at reality; it will only bring about difficult paths for your life. Wisdom, on the other hand, considers life and love through the lens of eternity and bases decisions about dating and marriage not solely on coupleness alone, but on familyness, as well.
I implore you: Dedicate yourself to reading this entire book, taking its wisdom to heart. Because it is uncommon, Wisdom usually challenges. Likewise, this book will challenge your thinking, your emotions, your walk with the Lord, your parenting, and your pursuit of love. Take it to heart, discuss it with friends, and consider its insights. I certainly don’t know how this Wisdom will impact your life or future decisions; that is for you and God to work out. But I do believe, whatever it brings, it will be for the best.
Remarriage Advocate?
On one occasion while conducting a media interview, a host introduced me as an advocate for remarriage. After the interview when we had time to talk, I clarified what Wisdom has taught me about blended families. I’m not an advocate for remarriage, I shared. I am most definitely an advocate for first families because that is God’s design, and what he designs is always for our best. When biological families split, I continued, I advocate for reconciliation. Forgiveness and reconciliation are very close to the heart of God, and when possible, reconciling and creating a God-honoring marriage always serves the couple and children’s best interests (I do recognize that reconciling and creating a mutually loving and serving relationship is not always possible). When couples find themselves in a blended family, I am an advocate for helping them to honor their marriage covenant and become a model of God’s love and healing grace.
But to be honest, I told the host, I really don’t know what to advocate for when it comes to single parents. On one hand, remarriage and blended family living can be a positive, redemptive force in the lives of children and adults. I’ve seen that happen time and time again and always celebrate God gracing the lives of children and parents through their stepfamily. But that’s not always the case. To be candid, some blended families are a disaster—especially when the adults haven’t done their homework on how to combine a family—and just expose children to more heartache.
The point I’m making is that from the standpoint of a child’s well-being, raising children in a single-parent home is a good option and can be just as redemptive as a healthy blended family. So when it comes to single parents, I advocate first for empowered single parents who are equipped to go the distance with their kids if necessary, and then for smart dating and careful discernment about marriage when love comes along.
Balancing your desire for love with the kids’ need for stability and emotional safety is tough. You’ll need as much wisdom and maturity as you can get to walk this line well. My hope is that this book will be a trusted friend along the way.
I promise to be honest with you in this book. Online matchmaking services will not be honest with you. They want to sell you on a convenient love. I want to sell you on a wisdom that will guide and protect each step of your family journey (and, ironically, will make the odds of you finding a satisfying love more likely). I believe this wisdom will serve you well as you make decisions about singleness, dating, and stepfamily marriage. Your decisions about such matters will have emotional, psychological, and spiritual impact for generations to come and should not be taken lightly. Invite God into the journey, make him Lord of your personal needs and your parenting, and let him lead. Every decision brings challenges. But if the Lord is in the decision, the challenges can be overcome.
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