CONTENTS

Title Page

Dedication

Author’s Note

LIVING

Variations on Desire: A Mouse, a Dog, Buber, and Bovary

My Mother, Phineas, Morality, and Feeling

Search for a Definition

My Strange Head: Notes on Migraine

Playing, Wild Thoughts, and a Novel’s Underground

Sleeping/Not Sleeping

Outside the Mirror

Some Musings on the Word Scandinavia

My Inger Christensen

My Father/Myself

Flowers

THINKING

The Real Story

Excursions to the Islands of the Happy Few

On Reading

Stig Dagerman

The Analyst in Fiction: Reflections on a More or Less Hidden Being

Critical Notes on the Verbal Climate

Three Emotional Stories

Freud’s Playground

LOOKING

Notes on Seeing

The Drama of Perception: Looking at Morandi

Louise Bourgeois

Old Pictures

Duccio di Buoninsegna at the Met

Kiki Smith: Bound and Unbound

This Living Hand

Truth and Rightness: Gerhard Richter

Annette Messager: Hers and Mine

Necessary Leaps: Richard Allen Morris

Margaret Bowland’s Theatrum Mundi

Why Goya?

Embodied Visions: What Does It Mean to Look at a Work of Art?

Notes

Acknowledgments

Also by Siri Hustvedt

About the Author

Copyright