Contents

1. Cover
2. Title Page
3. Dedication
4. Epigraph
5. Author’s Note
6. PROLOGUE The Baptismal Font
7. CHAPTER 1 It’s Wrong, but You Have No Choice
8. CHAPTER 2 Regardless of the Cost
9. CHAPTER 3 The Rules: Made to Be Broken
10. CHAPTER 4 A Friend Was Liquefied
11. CHAPTER 5 Just War
12. CHAPTER 6 Trotting Heart, Shell Shock, Moral Injury
13. CHAPTER 7 Grief Is a Combat Injury
14. CHAPTER 8 It’s Really About Killing
15. CHAPTER 9 Vulnerable
16. CHAPTER 10 Betrayed
17. CHAPTER 11 War Crime
18. CHAPTER 12 Atheists in the Foxholes
19. CHAPTER 13 Home
20. CHAPTER 14 The Touchy-Feely Tough Guys
21. CHAPTER 15 Listen
22. Acknowledgments
23. About the Author
24. Notes
25. Select Bibliography
26. Newsletters
27. Copyright