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Index
Frontispiece
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Contents
Foreword by Monk Arsenios (Vliangoftis)
Preface
To the Reader
A Biographical Note about Elder Paisios
Chapter One. Pushed towards Evil: Experiences in the World of Hypnotism, Witchcraft, and the Occult
Roots
Ares the Hypnotist
The Signs
Alexandra
Demetrios
Struck by an Invisible Entity
A Bizarre Dream
Chapter Two. Divine Help: Elder Paisios Enters My Life
A Visit to the Holy Mountain
An Encounter with Elder Paisios
"You Don't Have Any Right to Interfere with My Life"
The Fragrance of the Cross
First Trials in the Spiritual Life
The Elder's Lesser Gifts
Accounts Given by Acquaintances
The Elder's Teaching Method
A Great Blessing
The Guardian Angel
The Elder's Generosity
Unconditional Love
Chapter Three. On the Brink: Between Two Spiritual Traditions
My Meeting with Swami Yogamougananda
Silva Mind Control
A Visit to the Holy Mountain by the Scruff of My Neck
The Theotokos Who Keeps the Gate: Portaitissa
A Spiritual Helmet
A Decision
Chapter Four. Inside the Ashrams of India
Some Introductory Remarks about India
A Meeting at Benares
Our Trip to Babaji, "God in the Flesh"
In the Himalayas at the Ashram of the Teacher of Teachers
At the Ashram of Sri Aurobindo in New Delhi
At the Ashram of Guru Satyananda in Munger
Some of the People in the Ashram
My Second Encounter with Babaji, at Allahabad
The Worship of Idols
Demon Possession
The Temptation of Power
Mystical Experiences and Revelations at the Ashram of Satyananda
The Seizure
The Light
Ida, Pingala, Sushumna
The Spiritual Atmosphere
Being Seized and Being Visited
The Library
Satsang
A Final Attack
The Testimony of Eldress Gavrilia
Back at the Ashram of Sri Aurobindo
Chapter Five. Home at Last
A Visit to the Holy Mountain after My Escapades in India
A Demon, an Angel, and the Most Pure Virgin
The Healing of a Brain Injury
A Shaking Tree on a Breezeless Day
The Choice between Light and Darkness
A Spiritual Operation
Uncle Elijah
The Radiance of Uncle Elijah
"Thou Shalt Not Tempt the Lord Thy God"
Consolation from Elder Porphyrios
Elder Paisios in the Light of the Transfiguration
Spiritual Warfare in the Army
A Blessing from Elder Porphyrios
Another Encounter with Demetrios
The Jesus Prayer and the Hindu Mantra
Spiritual War
Holy Communion and the Centrality of Christ
The Christian Mysteries and Magic
An Experience of God, "Who is Everywhere Present and Fills All Things"
Epilogue
A Final Word
Appendix One. Testimonies from Greek Orthodox Spiritual Fathers
From Metropolitan Athanasios of Limassol, Cyprus
From Archimandrite Theoklitos of the Holy Monastery of Saint Arsenios, Northern Greece
From Hieromonk Euthymios of Mount Athos
Appendix Two. Suggestions for Further Reading
Elder Paisios of the Holy Mountain
Orthodoxy and Orthodox Spirituality
The Holy Mountain of Athos
Footnotes
Back cover text and photo
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