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Index
Commentary Title Page Copyright Dedication Acknowledgements Table of Contents Author’s Note — From Wallflower to Warrior — The Battle for the Truth Prologue — The Case of the Disappearing Swami — Whereabouts Unknown Part One — In the Beginning — For the Love of God 1. Ask and You Will be Given — Seek and You Shall Find 2. Desperately Seeking God — Fateful Attraction 3. Irresistible — Did I Ever Have a Prayer? 4. Hear No Evil — The Guru’s Gospel 5. A Spiritual Seduction — A Fork in the Road 6. Intense Longing — A Trip to Texas 7. Meeting Swamiji — The Guru’s Darshan 8. It’s the Guru’s World — Learning the Ropes 9. Swami Dearest — Hooked on the Guru 10. Roy Adored Me — A Shot at Worldly Love 11. The Teacher Visits — Guru Preparations 12. For the Guru’s Pleasure — Total Immersion 13. Speak No Evil — Father Knows Best 14. Blind Sided — The Price of Devotion 15. See No Evil — The Guru Plays Favorites 16. The Turning Point — A Sacrifice 17. Ashram Bound — A Leap of Faith Part Two — In the Ashram — The Razor’s Edge 18. Journey’s End — Abandoning the World 19. Living the Dream — Settling into Ashram Life 20. Inside the Gates — Steering Clear of “The World” 21. Hinduism Light — The Western-Friendly Dogma 22. The Tea Towel Incident — A Ritual Restored 23. The Guru’s Playground — Thrill Rides on His Golf Cart 24. Building the Temple — Witnessing a “Divine” Creation 25. The Guru’s Rules — Law of the Land 26. The Ladies in Orange — Holier Than Thou 27. Missed Connections — Outside Looking In 28. “One Big Family” — Big Fish in a Little Pond 29. Ashram Seva — Damned if You Do, Damned if You Don’t 30. Ashram Children — The Guru’s “Grandkids” 31. The Birthday Cake Miracle — Saving the Day 32. Cooking Halva — Trial By Fire 33. Barsana Dham in the News — Rolling with the Punches 34. RV Rides Come — RV Rides Go 35. Waiting for Grace — Hope Springs Eternal 36. Guru Bonding — Fear and Longing 37. Misadventures in Photography — A Lesson in Humility 38. Escape Plans — Nowhere to Run 39. Surrendering to the Guru — Mission Impossible? 40. Uncomfortable Grace — The Women-Only Ritual 41. Mad With Desire — Life Without Sex 42. Giving — How Much is Enough? 43. Epic Blast — The Guru’s Wrath 44. More Bad Press — Royally Skewered Part Three — In the Dark — Curiouser and Curiouser 45. Where is Swamiji’s Guru? — The 20-Year Code of Silence 46. Introducing Maharaji — The “Guru of the Universe” 47. Going to India — Suffering for God 48. The Maharaji Show — Show Me the Money 49. No Titiksha for the Gurus — Gluttons for Creature Comforts 50. Returning to India — One Last Trip 51. Where is Sureshwari? — A Preacher’s Mysterious Disappearance 52. Swamiji’s Prescription — My Therapy Cure 53. The Million-Dollar Trip — Maharaji Visits the West 54. Maharaji Returns — And Chaos Ensues 55. Charan Seva — My Initiation into a Secret Ritual 56. More Charan Seva — Seeing and Not Believing 57. Maharaji Leaves — The Beginning of the End Part Four — In the Cult — Losing My Religion 58. Bad News Rising — Maharaji Arrested 59. Con Realization — A Crack in the Façade 60. Where the Hell Am I? — Gurus’ Secrets Spill 61. Reading Between Their Lies — Grasping at Excuses 62. Thank God for the Internet — A Chink in the Gurus’ Armor 63. Down the Rabbit Hole — Wonderland Implodes 64. Maharaji Returns — Without a Hero’s Welcome 65. Follow the Money — A Mysterious Trip to Trinidad 66. Confronting the Guru — An Invitation to “Private Time” 67. Prepping Me for “Private Time” — Decoding the Secret Language 68. Under the Radar — My Year of Living Dangerously 69. Behind Closed Doors — The Guru’s Sex Schedule 70. Clueless — Omniscience Debunked 71. A Forgotten Secret — The Depths of My Denial 72. The Girls Speak Out — Breaking Their Silence 73. The Demon Speech Trilogy — Fear of God 74. Preemptive Strike — Creating Their Defense 75. Gaining Shakti — My First Radha-Krishna Experience 76. Escaping the Cult — Break on Through to the Other Side Part Five — In the World — Divine Intervention 77. Swamiji is Arrested — All Hell Breaks Loose 78. Extradited — Free on $1 Million Bail 79. Becoming an Informant — The $10 Million Dollar Article 80. Barsana Dham Calls — Fear and Loathing 81. My Life as Deep Throat — Digging Deep 82. Suzy’s Story — A Near-Bliss Experience 83. Kripalu’s Secret Lust — Underage Virgins 84. Feeding the Beast — Offering Virgins to the Guru 85. Ana’s Horror Story — A Mother’s Nightmare 86. A Rapist’s Rituals — Kripalu’s Modus Operandi 87. The Moral Minority — Our Ex-Devotee Network 88. Talking to Mary — The Former Sureshwari Surfaces 89. Hell on Earth — Saving Another Soul 90. My Awakening — God Realization in the Blink of an Eye 91. Witness for the Prosecution — Nothing But the Truth 92. Appealing to a Higher Power — The Guru Can’t Take No for an Answer 93. Publication Day — The Power of the Press 94. The Infomercial Guru — Mixing Spiritual and Secular 95. Conmen Correspondence — The Forgotten Tree House 96. The Truth Project — Exposing the Gurus’ Dark Side 97. Uncivil Behavior — When Lawyers Play Dirty 98. Justice Delayed — Out of Sight, Out of Mind 99. Caught! — Prakash’s Critical Misstep 100. Pretrial Shenanigans — By Hook or By Crook 101. “Lawyering Up”— Mounting a High-Priced Defense 102. Cathy Compton — A Warrior for the Prosecution Part Six — In the Trial — Truth and Consequences 103. His Day(s) in Court — The Guru Has Entered the Building 104. Day One — A Jury of His Peers 105. Day Two — Backroom Confidential 106. Day Three — Cruella De Ville 107. Day Four — The “Hot Shot” Cult Lawyer 108. Day Five — Prosecution Rests and Defense Begins 109. Day Six — The “Star Witness” for the Defense 110. Day Seven — Nothing But Lies 111. Day Eight — The Defense Rests, Abruptly 112. Day Nine (Part One) — Lawyer Interrupted 113. Day Nine (Part Two) — Beyond a Shadow of a Doubt 114. Weekend Negotiations — A Low Blow 115. Day Ten — And Then He Was Gone 116. Day Eleven — Fugitive from Justice 117. The Wicked Flee — A Run for the Border 118. The $10 Million Dollar Question — Who Got the Money? 119. How a Guru Disappears — It Takes a Village of Aiders and Abettors 120. Kripalu Dies — Auspicious or Suspicious? 121. The Truth Hurts — A Campaign to Shut Me Up? Part Seven — In Hindsight — Deconstructing the Gurus’ Con Game 122. Cult Proof? — Resisting the Irresistible Lure 123. God or Psychopath? — An Accumulation of Evidence 124. Liar, Liar — Who is Prakashanand Saraswati? 125. Unholy Union — A Deal Between Devils 126. False Profits — Is JKP’s “Charity Work” a Scam? 127. The Guru-Devotee Dance of Narcissism — Are Their Followers Drinking the KoolaidTM? 128. Bondage and Discipline — Spiritual Masters or Slave Masters? 129. Are You Cult Proof? — How to Steer Clear of Fake Gurus and Other Con Games Epilogue — Life After a Cult — My Next Chapter Follow the Story — It’s Not Over Yet Afterword — The Authentic Guru-Disciple Tradition in Hinduism Biography — Karen Jonson, Author Glossary of Hindi Terms
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