NOTES

PROLOGUE

2 “This institution”: “New York Infirmary for Women and Children,” New York Daily Herald, May 13, 1857, 3.

2 “The full thorough education”: Ibid.

3 “There are none less able”: Ibid.; “Opening of the New-York Infirmary for Women and Children,” New-York Tribune, May 13, 1857, 4; “Infirmary for Women and Children,” New-York Times, May 13, 1857, 8.

3 “There is certainly nothing”: Emily to Elizabeth, 1852 or 1853, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

CHAPTER 1: BRISTOL—NEW YORK—CINCINNATI

5 “There lived as my story says”: Elizabeth, undated notebook, Reel 45, LC.

6 “Little Shy”: Anna, “Early Life of the Blackwells,” 169, Reel 72, LC.

6 “I was fitted”: Hannah, dictated to Henry, Reel 75, LC.

7 “sky parlour . . . parapet”: Anna, “Early Life of the Blackwells,” 129, Reel 72, LC.

8 “Anna, Bessy, & Polly!”: Ibid., 130.

8 “There was a dreadful scene”: Ibid., 113.

8 “The pretty baby”: Ibid., 12.

8 “shabbily dressed”: Ibid., 151.

9 “poor starveling aunts”: Ibid., 57.

9 “natural lady”: Ibid., 55–56.

9 “very small . . . Greek”: Ibid., 57.

9 “very well-meaning”: Ibid., 50.

9 “disagreeable . . . broomstick”: Ibid., 50.

9 “putting forth . . . Grandpapa”: Ibid., 23.

10 “We children”: Ibid., 134.

10 “great feathers”: Ibid., 135.

11 eventually committed: Ibid., 52.

10 Bristol shipping firm: Joelle Million, “Samuel Blackwell: Sugar Refiner and Abolitionist,” New York History Review, June 14, 2017.

12 “active dollar-getting”: Samuel Sr., “Two Years in New York,” 1835, Folder 3, Collection A145, SL.

12 “If people will”: Elizabeth’s journal, June 30, 1837, Reel 39, LC.

13 “How gay”: Ibid., March 17, 1837.

13 “I fear”: Ibid., March 6, 1837.

13 “The Greek oration”: Ibid., October 3, 1837.

13 “How I do long”: Ibid., March 14, 1838.

13 abstinence pledge: Ibid., February 27, 1838.

13 “I wish”: Ibid., January 31, 1838.

13 “poor, foolish”: Anna, “Early Life of the Blackwells,” 48, Reel 72, LC.

13 “Just as I was getting”: Elizabeth’s journal, April 4, 1837, Reel 39, LC.

14 “into partnership”: Ibid., May 2, 1837.

14 “I wonder”: Ibid., September 16, 1837.

14 “Mamma, Anna, Marian”: Sam’s journal, January 1, 1836, Folder 88v, Collection A77, SL.

15 “the bumpy science”: Elizabeth’s journal, January 28, 1837, Reel 39, LC.

15 “Not disposed to trifle”: Elizabeth, notes on phrenology, January 28, 1837, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

16 “to plead the cause”: Proceedings of the Anti-Slavery Convention, 9.

16 “very ill advised”: Elizabeth’s journal, May 11, 1837, Reel 39, LC.

16 “The spirit of Slavery”: Samuel Sr. to Kenyon, September 27, 1836, Folder 5, Collection MC411, SL.

16 “A colored man”: Elizabeth’s journal, December 29, 1837, Reel 39, LC.

17 “What a dearth”: Ibid., July 18, 1837.

17 “How ardently”: Ibid., July 24, 1837.

17 “I hope Papa”: Ibid., February 6, 1837.

17 “make some experiments”: Sam’s journal, March 25, 1837, Folder 88v, Collection A77, SL.

18 “Tell dear Washy”: Samuel Sr. to Hannah, March 5, 1838, Folder 5, Collection MC411, SL.

18 “I suppose”: Elizabeth’s journal, May 12, 1838, Reel 39, LC.

18 Fanny Trollope: Trollope, Domestic Manners, 51.

18 “I saw some very”: Elizabeth’s journal, May 13, 1838, Reel 39, LC.

19 “If we cannot”: Marian to Elizabeth, June 16, 1838, Folder 32, Collection MC411, SL.

19 “He is just the color”: Elizabeth’s journal, August 6, 1838, Reel 39, LC.

20 “I put my hand”: Ibid., August 7, 1838.

20 “Reading, Writing”: School prospectus, Folder 82, Collection MC411, SL.

20 “Aunt Mary”: Elizabeth’s journal, September 30, 1838, Reel 39, LC.

21 “They don’t know”: Ibid., October 1, 1838.

21 “After school”: Ibid., March 20, 1839.

21 “I have cut”: Emily to Henry, June 14, 1841, Reel 74, LC.

22 “I well remember”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 13.

22 “I’m sorry to say”: Sam to Henry, January 14, 1841, Reel 76, LC.

CHAPTER 2: BETWEENITY

23 “Madam . . . fire screen”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, March 5, 1844, Reel 42, LC.

23 “I give as far”: Elizabeth to Marian, March 19, 1844, Reel 76, LC.

24 “Carlyle’s name”: Elizabeth to Marian, April 4, 1844, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

24 “I had many offers”: Elizabeth to Hannah, 1844, Reel 42, LC.

24 “To live . . . whisper”: Elizabeth to Marian, April 4, 1844, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

24 “I feel independent”: Elizabeth to Marian, 1844, Reel 76, LC.

24 St. Ann’s Hall: “St. Ann’s Hall, Flushing, Long Island, New-York,” Southern Literary Messenger, February 1843, 127–28.

25 “very fond . . . my hand”: Emily to Elizabeth, 1844, Reel 74, LC.

25 Go by all means: Elizabeth to Emily, June 1844, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

25 “ ‘crack’ Greek pupil”: Anna to Elizabeth, May 11, 1845, Reel 71, LC.

25 “Alas!”: Sam’s journal, November 10, 1844, Folder 89v, Collection A77, SL.

25 “pretty busily”: Emily to Henry, May 11, 1845, Reel 71, LC.

25 “Her progress”: Anna to Sam, March 9, 1845, DF.

26 “the manifold uncomfortablenesses”: Anna to Elizabeth, May 11, 1845, Reel 71, LC.

26 inaugural Annual: Christmas Annual 1844, Reel 50, LC.

26 “a lady friend”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 27.

26 “gross perversion”: Ibid., 30.

27 “My favourite studies”: Ibid., 28.

27 “I think women need”: Fuller, Woman in the Nineteenth Century, 159.

28 “I believe that”: Ibid., 158.

28 “If I had some noble”: Sam’s journal, November 3, 1844, Folder 89v, Collection A77, SL.

28 “Eliz. is thinking”: Ibid., May 3, 1845.

28 “common malady . . . heart”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 28.

29 “highly useful”: Ibid., 31.

30 “The idea of winning”: Ibid, 76.

30 “drunken drivers”: Elizabeth to Emily, July 2, 1845, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

30 “Miss Student . . . puns”: Ibid.

31 “goblin groans”: Sam’s journal, June 16, 1845, Folder 89v, Collection A77, SL.

31 “Shall I say”: Elizabeth to Emily, July 2, 1845, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

31 “country boobies . . . hospitality”: Elizabeth to Marian, June 29, 1845, Reel 76, LC.

31 “I had many causes”: Elizabeth to Henry, April 12, 46, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

32 “I knew that”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 35.

32 “my first professional cure”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 27, 1845, Reel 42, LC.

32 “a great treat . . . known”: Elizabeth to Marian, December 4, 1845, Reel 76, LC.

32 “determined . . . principles”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 27, 1845, Reel 42, LC.

33 “strong electric . . . alone”: Elizabeth to Henry, August 17, 1845, Reel 50, LC.

33 “I feel very wakeful”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 27, 1845, Reel 42, LC.

33 “It is so painful”: Anna to Sam, July 27, 1845, DF.

33 “I assure you”: Emily to Sam, July 27, 1845, DF.

33 “A most unscrupulous”: Henry’s journal, August 12, 1845, Reel 50, LC.

34 “He thrust his hand”: Paul Trapier, A Narrative of Facts Which Led to the Presentment of the Rt. Rev. Benj. T. Onderdonk, Bishop of New-York (New York: Stanford & Swords, 1845), 51.

34 “reading,” Elizabeth reported: Elizabeth to Sam, April 5, 1846, DF.

34 “Your letters always”: Elizabeth to Emily, February 14, 1846, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

34 “So our young giantess”: Elizabeth to Marian, May 15, 1846, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

35 “The more . . . important one”: Elizabeth to Sam, March 8, 1846, DF.

35 “I trace out”: Elizabeth to Sam, April 5, 1846, DF.

35 “whether I . . . at night”: Elizabeth to Marian, November 1, 1846, Reel 76, LC.

35 “Do listen”: Elizabeth to Hannah, February 28, 1847, Reel 42, LC.

36 “the famous Trojan”: Elizabeth to Sam, March 8, 1846, DF.

36 “I did not know . . . lives”: Elizabeth to Sam, April 5, 1846, DF.

36 “I beg thee”: Elizabeth to Hannah, February 28, 1847, Reel 42, LC.

37 “thin as an aspen leaf”: Anna to Blackwell family, August 3, 1845, Reel 71, LC.

38 “a thinking talking couple”: Elizabeth to Marian, June 22, 1847, Reel 76, LC.

38 “Poor A”: Sam’s journal, May 19, 1847, Folder 90v, Collection A77, SL.

38 Elizabeth sought interviews: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 60.

38 “You cannot expect”: Ibid., 61.

39 “It was to my mind”: Ibid., 62.

39 “I cannot tell you”: Elizabeth to Emily, 1847, Reel 76, LC.

39 “The beauty of the tendons”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 59.

40 “to purchase a black baby”: Elizabeth to Sam, August 5, 1847, DF.

40 “I determined not”: Ibid.

40 “I must accomplish”: Elizabeth to Emma Willard, May 24, 1847, Reel 44, LC.

CHAPTER 3: ADMISSION

41 “most extraordinary request”: Stephen Smith, “The Medical Co-Education of the Sexes,” in Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 256.

42 Of the 113 students: Register of Geneva College, for the Academical Year 1847–48 (Geneva: Merrell & Dey, 1848).

42 “At the instant”: Stephen Smith, “A Woman Student in a Medical College,” in In Memory of Dr. Elizabeth Blackwell, 5–7.

43 “For the first time”: Smith, “Medical Co-Education,” in Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 257.

43 letter from Geneva: Charles Lee to Elizabeth, October 20, 1847, Reel 46, LC.

44 “Dear Milly”: Elizabeth to Emily, October 27, 1847, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

44 “though not surprise”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 64.

45 “The weather”: Elizabeth to Marian, November 9, 1847, Reel 76, LC.

45 “Think of the cases”: Ibid.

46 “the utmost friendliness”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 68.

46 “Oh, this is the way”: Ibid., 70.

46 “Today when I”: Elizabeth to Marian, November 9, 1847, Reel 76, LC.

46 “The little fat Professor”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 70.

46 “a pretty little specimen”: “Females Attending Medical Lectures,” Boston Medical and Surgical Journal 37 (December 15, 1847): 405.

46 “Nothing has transpired”: “Female Physicians,” Boston Medical and Surgical Journal 37 (January 12, 1848): 506.

46 “inexpedient”: Hunt, Glances and Glimpses, 217–18.

47 “special branches . . . present”: “Female Physicians,” Buffalo Medical Journal 3, no. 8 (January 1848).

47 “We admire MISS BLACKWELL: “A Medical Maiden,” Punch 14 (1848): 117.

47 “flat, heavy feeling”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 69.

47 “In the amphitheatre”: Ibid., 73.

48 “See the one in pink!”: Ibid.

48 “I believe the professors”: Ibid., 69.

48 “as at a curious animal”: Ibid., 70.

48 “I told him . . . desire”: Ibid., 72.

49 “He could hardly”: Ibid., 71.

49 “Dr. Webster, who”: Ibid., 72.

49 “saying . . . gods”: Smith, “Woman Student,” in In Memory of Dr. Elizabeth Blackwell, 11.

49 “The lectures on anatomy”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 259.

51 “some respectable practitioner”: Catalogue of the Medical Institution of Geneva College, Session of 1846–47 (Rochester, N.Y.: Jerome & Brother, 1846), 15.

52 “Medicine is always”: Elizabeth’s lecture notes, Reel 46, LC.

52 “blood is the fuel”: Ibid.

53 “The human body”: Ibid.

53 “’Twas a horrible”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 72.

54 “[Elizabeth] says”: Sam’s journal, January 16, 1848, Folder 90v, Collection A77, SL.

54 “they treated me”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 74.

54 intricate diagrams: Elizabeth’s lecture notes, Reel 46, LC.

54 “tracing out”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 74.

56 “It cheered me”: Ibid., 75.

56 “I suppose they were”: Ibid.

56 “They talked over”: Ibid., 76.

57 “Maiden of earnest thought”: William H. C. Hosmer, “To Miss B., A Candidate for Medical Honors,” Western Literary Messenger 10, no. 3 (February 19, 1848): 33.

57 clarify his stance: William Hosmer, Appeal to Husbands and Wives in Favor of Female Physicians (New York: George Gregory, 1853).

CHAPTER 4: BLOCKLEY ALMSHOUSE

58 thirteen and eighteen degrees: Lawrence, Almshouses and Hospitals, 165–66.

58 This ice: Croskey, History of Blockley, 131.

58 Cholera and puerperal: Ibid., 59–60.

58 Wealthy visitors: Ibid., 47–48.

59 “Blockley is the microcosm”: Ibid., 133.

59 “all were prepared”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 77.

59 “Resolved that permission”: Blockley admission, Reel 46, LC.

59 “I feel disposed”: Elizabeth to Marian, March 1848, Reel 76, LC.

60 “Most of the women”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 79.

60 “It was thought”: Ibid., 77.

60 “the hideousness”: Ibid., 79.

60 “Within one week”: Elizabeth to George, June 1848, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

61 “I see a great deal . . . wrong”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 16, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

61 “Today, for the first time”: Elizabeth to Marian, March 1848, Reel 76, LC.

61 “stepping out”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 16, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

61 “When I walked”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 80.

61 “the very loveliest”: Ibid., 78.

61 “I glean a little”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 16, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

62 “I find that some . . . physician”: Elizabeth to Marian, March 1848, Reel 76, LC.

62 “Ensconced in her armchair”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 78.

62 “I drank tea”: Elizabeth to Henry, August 20, 1848, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

63 “mere hands: Elizabeth to Marian, March 1848, Reel 76, LC.

63 “voice as gentle”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 78.

63 “one, ‘Letters from Ireland”: Elizabeth to Henry, September 8, 1848, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

63 “fear predisposes”: Elizabeth’s lecture notes, Reel 46, LC.

63 “Without employment”: Elizabeth’s thesis ms on Ship Fever, Folder 61, Collection A145, SL.

64 “In truth we know”: Ibid.

64 “The eyes were bloodshot”: Ibid.

65 “well worthy”: Ibid.

65 “the practise of washing”: Elizabeth Blackwell, “Ship Fever: An Inaugural Thesis, submitted for the degree of M.D. at Geneva Medical College, Jan. 1849,” Buffalo Medical Journal and Monthly Review 4, no. 9 (February 1849): 530, DF.

65 “I am not afraid”: Elizabeth to Marian, March 1848, Reel 76, LC.

66 “There are a few strong ones”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 16, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

66 “As I learnt to realize”: Elizabeth to Anna, May 20, 1848, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

67 “so there seems . . . earnestness”: Elizabeth to Emily, 1848, Reel 74, LC.

67 “[W]omen will . . . effort”: Ibid.

68 “a history of repeated injuries”: Stanton, History of Woman Suffrage, 70.

68 “persevering and independent”: Ibid., 809.

68 “I don’t sympathize”: Elizabeth to Henry, August 20, 1848, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

68 “full of enthusiastic”: Ibid.

69 “The study and practice”: Elizabeth to Emily Collins, August 12, 1848, in Stanton, History of Woman Suffrage, 90.

69 “I have curious glimpses”: Elizabeth to Henry, August 20, 1848, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

70 “dreamy & indifferent”: Elizabeth to Henry, September 8, 1848, ibid.

70 “They form . . . object”: Ibid.

70 “As I watched”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 81.

CHAPTER 5: DIPLOMA

71 “while all around . . . prevailed”: Elizabeth to Emily, October 15, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

72 “People still gossip”: Elizabeth to Sam, December 27, 1848, DF.

72 “I’ve never met”: Ibid.

72 “He is to me utterly”: Elizabeth to Marian, December 1848, Reel 76, LC.

72 “Your life . . . our college”: Elizabeth to Emily, October 15, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

73 “I did more laughing”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 82.

73 “the accomplishment . . . utterance”: Ibid., 83.

73 “How little they know”: Ibid., 84.

74 “Believe me, brother mine”: Elizabeth to Henry, December 17, 1848, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

74 “told everybody”: Elizabeth to Sam, December 27, 1848, DF.

74 “pretty blind girl”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 84.

74 “a constant concert . . . exposed”: Elizabeth to Marian, January 19, 1849, Reel 76, LC.

74 “the very thought”: Elizabeth to Emily, October 15, 1848, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

75 “I have the strengthening”: Elizabeth to Marian, December 1848, Reel 76, LC.

75 “the examinations . . . circumstances”: Elizabeth to Marian, January 19, 1849, Reel 76, LC.

75 “Nothing but a vast”: Margaret Munro Delancey to Josephine Delancey, January 29, 1849, Museum of the City of New York.

76 “I can neither disgrace”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, in Anna Blackwell, “Elizabeth Blackwell,” English Woman’s Journal 1, no. 2 (April 1858): 91.

76 “for the purpose of striking . . . suppose it wouldn’t”: Henry to Blackwell family, January 23, 1849, Reel 50, LC.

77 “A silence deep as death”: “Geneva Medical College Commencement,” Geneva Gazette, January 26, 1849.

77 “Sir, I thank you”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 87; Henry to Blackwell family, January 23, 1849, Reel 50, LC; Geneva Gazette, January 26, 1849; Margaret Munro Delancey, January 29, 1849.

77 “feeling more thoroughly”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 87.

78 “You have learned how”: Lee, Valedictory Address, 5–6.

78 “It has been said”: Ibid., 13.

78 “who would be better employed”: Ibid., 23.

78 “witches and impostors”: Ibid., 26.

78 “ministering angel . . . admiration”: Ibid., 27–28.

78 “would have more practice”: Margaret Munro Delancey to Josephine Delancey, January 29, 1849, Museum of the City of New York.

79 “to the great astonishment”: Henry to Blackwells, January 23, 1849, Reel 50, LC.

79 “I was glad”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 87.

79 “Beloved Relations”: Henry to Blackwell family, January 23, 1849, Reel 50, LC.

79 “God be with our dear”: Sam’s journal, January 24, 1849, Folder 90v, Collection A77, SL.

79 “has thousands”: Marian to Charles and Eliza Lane, February 14, 1849, Folder 21, Collection A145, SL.

80 “I trust her life”: Hannah to Charles and Eliza Lane, February 12, 1849, ibid.

80 “But oh what a life”: Hannah to Henry, February 12, 1849, Reel 75, LC.

80 “affection & sympathy”: Elizabeth to Hannah, February 25, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

80 “partly to give”: Elizabeth to Sam, December 27, 1848, DF.

80 “When the laws of health”: Elizabeth Blackwell, “Ship Fever: An Inaugural Thesis, submitted for the degree of M.D., at Geneva Medical College, Jan. 1849,” in Buffalo Medical Journal and Monthly Review 4, no. 9 (February 1849): 523–31, DF.

80 “glowing . . . research”: “Doctress in Medicine,” Boston Medical and Surgical Journal 40, no. 1 (February 7, 1849): 26.

81 A writer signing himself D.K.: “The Late Medical Degree to a Female,” Boston Medical and Surgical Journal 40, no. 3 (February 21, 1849): 58–59.

81 A letter in response to D.K.: “The Late Medical Degree at Geneva,” Boston Medical and Surgical Journal 40, no. 4 (February 28, 1849): 87.

81 startling footnote: Lee, Valedictory Address, 28.

83 “Dr Lee . . . invited”: Elizabeth to Henry, February 20, 1849, Folder 61, Collection MC411, SL.

83 “My mornings”: Ibid.

83 “rubbing up my French”: Elizabeth to Hannah, February 25, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

84 “Is Emily teaching”: Ibid.

84 “Obstacles overcome”: Sam’s journal, April 19, 1849, Folder 90v, Collection A77, SL.

84 “I could not keep down”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 95.

CHAPTER 6: PARIS

86 “I gave myself . . . to the heart”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, May 2, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

88 “all manner of drugs . . . doors & windows”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, May 10, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

89 “I parted from Portway”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, May 17, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

89 “the lung of a frog . . . power of working”: Ibid.

90 “He must be no longer”: Elizabeth to William Elder, May 1849, Reel 43, LC.

90 “He would neither”: Elizabeth to Anna, May 22, 1849, Reel 71, LC.

91 “I have not time”: William Elder to Blackwell family, May 28, 1849, Folder 204, Collection MC411, SL.

91 “I cannot give”: Elizabeth to Anna, May 22, 1849, Reel 71, LC.

91 où allez-vous: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 112.

91 “miserable little town”: Elizabeth to Anna, May 22, 1849, Reel 71, LC.

91 “launched boldly”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 113.

91 “I am utterly . . . very much”: Elizabeth to Anna, May 22, 1849, Reel 71, LC.

92 “I have great trouble . . . headdress”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, May 1849, Reel 43, LC.

93 students at the École de Médecine: McCullough, Greater Journey, 106–7.

93 “Well,” she sighed: Elizabeth to Emily, June 1849, Reel 42, LC.

93 “Some of them are certain”: “An American Doctress,” Daily Union (Washington), July 27, 1849, 1.

93 “hung round with”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, October 22, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

94 “I am obliged”: Ibid.

94 “He will pursue”: Elizabeth to Marian, June 5, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

94 “ignorant and degraded . . . in the world”: Ibid.

95 “fearful descent . . . in the world”: Elizabeth to Kenyon, June 22, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

95 “We passed through”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 121.

96 “Young ladies all”: “An M.D. in a Gown,” Punch 16 (1849): 226.

96 “funniest little cabinet”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 1, 1849 Reel 42, LC.

97 “tremendous projecting teeth”: Elizabeth to Howard, July 1849, Reel 42, LC.

97 “with the injunction”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 1, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

97 “a large wooden stand . . . very droll”: Ibid.

98 “I almost fainted”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 143.

98 Her dortoir: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 1, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

98 “Of course I lie”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, August 1849, Reel 42, LC.

99 “I am learning to take wine”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 1, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

99 “we have every variety”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, August 1849, Reel 42, LC.

100 “deliciously reposing”: Ibid.

100 “I have been handling”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 1, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

100 “a very intelligent . . . affection”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, August 1849, Reel 42, LC.

100 “Shall I describe”: Elizabeth to Henry, 1849, Reel 50, LC.

101 “he colours”: Ibid.

101 “His sentiments”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 146.

101 “I think he must have been”: Ibid., 144.

102 “and it sounded”: Elizabeth to Hannah, July 1, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

102 “Everything delights them”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 140.

102 “promenading the bedsteads”: Elizabeth to Henry, 1849, Reel 50, LC.

102 “He wished I would”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 144.

103 “I am actually”: Elizabeth to Marian, 1849, Reel 76, LC.

103 “the pleasure of looking”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, October 22, 1849, Reel 42, LC.

103 “a woman of great experience”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, August 1849, Reel 42, LC.

103 “I imagined a whole romance”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 147–48.

CHAPTER 7: SETBACK

104 “a little grain of sand”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 154.

105 a pharmacopeia: James Rennie, A New Supplement to the Pharmacopoeias of London, Edinburgh, Dublin, and Paris (London: Baldwin, Cradock & Joy, 1826), 76ff.

106 “For the first few days . . . poor E’s eye”: Anna to Blackwell family, November 22, 1849, Reel 72, LC.

106 “if the portion mortified”: Ibid.

106 “The pupil presents”: Anna to Blackwell family, December 13, 1849, Reel 72, LC.

107 “She is even sometimes . . . symptoms creates”: Anna to Blackwell family, November 22, 1849, Reel 72, LC.

107 “I do admire”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 156.

108 en congé illimité: Registre d’entrée des Élèves Sages-Femmes, Cours de 1849 à 1850, La Maternité.

108 “I felt very weak”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 157.

108 “as through thick mist”: Sam’s journal, February 3, 1850, Folder 90v, Collection A77, SL.

108 “I suffered according to”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, January 15, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

109 son excellente conduit: Paul Antoine Dubois, April 29, 1850, Reel 46, LC.

109 “as soon as I can”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, c. January 21, 1850, Reel 72, LC.

109 “a real sororal gem”: Sam to Emily, February 20, 1850, Folder 96, Collection MC411, SL.

109 son noble caractère: Hippolyte Blot to Blackwell family, February 15, 1850, Reel 43, LC.

109 “I regard her course”: Marian to Charles and Eliza Lane, January 15, 1850, Folder 21, Collection A145, SL.

109 Currer Bell’s Shirley: Sam’s journal, December 27, 1849, Folder 90v, Collection A77, SL.

110 “Everyone will be prepared”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, March 7, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

110 Henderson’s discomforts: Emily to Sam, March 31, 1850, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

110 “I think I never”: Emily to Sam, April 7, 1850, Reel 74, LC.

110 “Farewell embryo Esculapius!”: Henry to Emily, April 27, 1850, Folder 96, Collection MC411, SL.

110 “infernal regions . . . free state”: Emily to Sam, April 7, 1850, Reel 74, LC.

111 “I can imagine you”: Elizabeth to Emily, June 5, 1850, Reel 74, LC.

111 “I have been placed”: Ibid.

111 “My intention”: Ibid.

112 “My kind young physician . . . roses”: Ibid.

112 “I beg Uncle”: Elizabeth to Charles and Eliza Lane, 1850, Folder 22, Collection MC411, SL.

113 “The most beautiful picture”: Elizabeth’s journal, July 3, 1850, Reel 47, LC.

114 “I wrote to him”: Ibid., June 25, 1850.

114 “only the embrace”: Ibid., July 3, 1850.

114 “feeling decidedly blue”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, June 1850, Reel 42, LC.

114 “the High Priest of water”: Elizabeth to John Dickson, December 15, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

114 “honest & good . . . things with you”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, June 1850, Reel 42, LC.

114 “something like one of our cotton manufactories . . . swallow it”: Ibid.

115 “Everybody seems . . . demands of the place”: Ibid.

115 “The abreibung: Elizabeth’s journal, June 26, 1850, Reel 47, LC.

115 “too stimulating”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 163.

116 “It is a sad business”: Anna to Eliza Lane, August 31, 1850, Folder 22, Collection MC411, SL.

116 “That poor only eye”: Sam to Emily, October 21, 1850, Folder 96, Collection MC411, SL.

CHAPTER 8: LONDON

117 “I must go to bed”: Emily’s journal, June 5, 1851, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

117 “served up with its legs”: Emily to George, October 29, 1850, Folder 179, Collection MC411, SL.

117 “I wish I could acquire”: Emily’s journal, August 20, 1850, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

117 “I certainly have”: Ibid., August 24, 1850.

118 “If I get anything . . . of my disposition”: Ibid., June 15, 1851.

119 “You will be greatly pleased”: Henry to Elizabeth, May 5, 1851, Folder 134, Collection MC411, SL.

120 “terrible discharging tumour”: Emily’s journal, March 24, 1851, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

120 “I have been teaching”: Ibid., June 18, 1851.

120 “the dingy look”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, October 20, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

120 “I will not speak of him”: Ibid.

121 “a charming young Parisienne”: Anna to Eliza Lane, August 31, 1850, Folder 22, Collection MC411, SL.

121 “A little dark figure”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 169.

121 sounds, sights, and smells: “Twenty-four Hours in a London Hospital,” Household Words 2, no. 46 (February 8, 1851): 457–64.

122 terms of Elizabeth’s admission: St. Bartholomew’s Hospital Medical Council minutes, May 23, 1850, 37, St. Bartholomew’s Hospital Archive.

122 “Auscultation shows”: Elizabeth’s notes at St. Bartholomew’s, November 22, 1850, Reel 46, LC.

123 “Well we have our ‘Lady Doctor’ ”: Paget, Memoirs of Paget, 168–69.

123 “gentlemanly fellows”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, October 20, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

123 “Women so dressed out”: Ibid.

123 “I am prepared”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 170.

123 “Here there is no excitement”: Elizabeth to Samuel Dickson, December 15, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

123 “I must confess”: Elizabeth to Blackwell family, October 20, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

124 “neither hydropathy . . . rational course?”: Elizabeth to Emily, November 20, 1850, Reel 74, LC.

124 “that bedside knowledge”: Elizabeth to Samuel Dickson, December 15, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

124 “All the gentlemen . . . the boys”: Elizabeth to Emily, November 20, 1850, Reel 74, LC.

124 “people whose position”: Ibid.

125 “She is really”: Ibid.

125 “Such a tale!”: Bessie Parkes to Barbara Leigh Smith, November 13, 1850, CU.

126 “I cannot sympathise”: Elizabeth to Marian, December 24, 1850, Reel 76, LC.

126 “grand moral army . . . fetter them”: Elizabeth to Samuel Dickson, December 15, 1850, Reel 42, LC.

126 “I have forgotten”: Elizabeth to Marian, December 24, 1850, Reel 76, LC.

127 “with the most hearty”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 4, 1851, Reel 74, LC.

127 “Dear Lady Byron”: Elizabeth to Lady Byron, March 4, 1851, Reel 42, LC.

128 “My earliest ideal”: Lady Byron to Elizabeth, March 31, 1851, Reel 42, LC.

128 “But I do not desire”: Lady Byron to Elizabeth, March 27, 1851, Reel 42, LC.

128 “The oneness of dependency”: Lady Byron to Elizabeth, March 31, 1851, Reel 42, LC.

128 “Life opens to me”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 4, 1851, Reel 74, LC.

129 “To be nailed”: Gill, Nightingales, 228.

129 Embley Park: Ibid., 78.

129 “Walked much”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 185.

130 “Woman stands askew”: The Institution of Kaiserswerth on the Rhine, for the Practical Training of Deaconesses, Under the Direction of the Rev. Pastor Fliedner . . . (London: London Ragged Colonial Training School, 1851), 6.

130 “Do you know . . . true communion”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 185.

130 “My own mind”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 4, 1851, Reel 74, LC.

131 “zeal and assiduity”: George Burrows, testimonial, July 16, 1851, Reel 46, LC.

131 “They have learned”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 187.

131 “I very nearly astounded”: Bessie Parkes to Elizabeth, July 22, 1851, Reel 43, LC.

CHAPTER 9: PRACTICE

132 “Miss Elizabeth Blackwell”: New-York Daily Tribune, September 12, 1851, 4.

134 “I think I have mentioned”: Elizabeth to Marian, March 8, 1846, Reel 46, LC.

134 “I do not think”: Anna to Eliza Lane, October 3, 1851, Folder 22, Collection MC411, SL.

134 to married women: Sun (New York), March 18, 1839.

135 female pills: Sun (New York), May 9, 1839.

136 “a monster”: Gunning S. Bedford, “Vaginal Hysterotomy,” New York Journal of Medicine and the Collateral Sciences 2, no. 5 (1844).

136 “Nature is appalled”: Wonderful Trial of Caroline Lohman, 5.

136 “She has made enough money”: New-York Tribune, March 26, 1844, 2.

137 “this noted ‘Doctress’ ”: “Madame Restell, and Some of Her Dupes,” New-York Medical and Surgical Reporter 1, no. 10 (February 21, 1846): 158.

138 “The gross perversion”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 30.

138 “horrible cupidity”: New-York Tribune, April 30, 1841, 2.

138 “This announcement”: New-York Daily Tribune, September 12, 1851, 4.

138 “Blackwell Elizabeth, physician”: The Directory of the City of New-York, for 1852–1853 (New York: John F. Trow, 1852), 510.

139 “insolent letters”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 190.

139 “I imagine you”: Emily to Elizabeth, September 28, 1851, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

139 “I fear this stupid”: Emily’s journal, August 29, 1851, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

139 “I am convinced”: Elizabeth to Lady Byron, March 2, 1852, Reel 42, LC.

140 “Now though it might”: Elizabeth to Emily, September 27, 1851, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

140 “I must tell you”: Emily to Elizabeth, September 28, 1851, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

140 “I came home tired”: Emily’s journal, October 4, 1851, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

141 “though the large majority”: Ibid., December 9, 1851.

141 “the Faculty deems it”: Frederick C. Waite, “Dr. Nancy E. (Talbot) Clark: The Second Woman Graduate in Medicine to Practice in Boston,” New England Journal of Medicine 205, no. 25 (December 17, 1931): 1195–98.

141 “I ask myself often”: Ibid., November 23, 1851.

141 “with higher objects”: Ibid., January 6, 1852.

141 “I think often my intense”: Ibid., January 8, 1852.

141 “It gives a wonderful zest”: Ibid., June 22, 1852.

142 “Send me a scrap”: Elizabeth to Emily, February 8, 1852, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

143 “The mother, forgetful”: Blackwell, Laws of Life, 78.

143 “physical conditions”: Ibid., 145.

143 “I believe that the chief source”: Elizabeth to Hannah Darlington, May 27, 1852, Reel 42, LC.

144 “These lectures”: Blackwell, Laws of Life, 5.

144 “She certainly has”: Emily’s journal, March 23, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

144 “Oh dear”: Elizabeth to Emily, 1852, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

144 “By the bye”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 9, 1852, ibid.

145 “A most extraordinary case!”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 195.

146 “That experience has been”: Marian to Emily, March 23, 1852, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

146 “his clear perception”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 9, 1852, ibid.

147 “I have marked out”: Emily’s journal, July 9, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

147 “So Milly is actually”: Elizabeth to Sam, July 18, 1852, Folder 62, Collection MC411, SL.

CHAPTER 10: ADMISSION, AGAIN

148 glass prosthetic glinted: Sam’s journal, June 4, 1852, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

148 “From Wednesday noon”: Emily’s journal, July 24, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

148 “Her visit gave me”: Elizabeth to Lady Byron, August 5, 1852, Reel 42, LC.

149 “The men did not wear”: Emily’s journal, August 3, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

149 “a different country”: Ibid., July 24, 1852.

150 “Why Milly”: Ibid., August 11, 1852.

150 “I like the room”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 9, 1852, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

150 “warehouse for the destitute”: Oshinsky, Bellevue, 51.

150 “Now my dear”: Emily’s journal, September 1, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

151 “Yesterday I had . . . operation, & me”: Emily to George, September 2, 1852, Folder 120, Collection A145, SL.

151 “I shall certainly find”: Emily’s journal, September 2, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

151 “Rather different kind”: Emily to George, September 2, 1852, Folder 120, Collection A145, SL.

151 “The young Drs”: Emily’s journal, October 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

152 “They are all willing”: Emily to Elizabeth, October 30, 1852, Folder 165, Collection MC411, SL.

152 “I have introduced”: Emily’s journal, October 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

152 “I have today completed”: Emily to George, November 27, 1852, Folder 168, Collection MC411, SL.

153 “dirty little Chicago”: Emily to Elizabeth, undated, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

153 “external generative organs”: Emily’s journal, November 7, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

153 “I like Dr Brainard”: Emily to George, November 27, 1852, Folder 168, Collection MC411, SL.

153 “Doctor, you don’t”: Emily’s journal, December 1, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

154 “The Dr has no other”: Emily to Henry, December 5, 1852, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

154 “And so two weeks”: Emily’s journal, December 15, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

154 “I examined them”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 20, 1852, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

155 “would I believe admit”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 25, 1852, ibid.

155 “has liked me thoroughly”: Ibid.

155 “I would choose”: Emily’s journal, December 19, 1852, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

155 “I have come . . . carry them out”: Ibid., January 9, 1853.

156 “nothing more ghostly”: Sam’s journal, December 26, 1852, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

156 “Her letters often”: Emily’s journal, January 14, 1853, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

156 “I do hope”: Emily to Elizabeth, 1853, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

157 “He said any young”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 25, 1852, ibid.

157 a dispensary: a free clinic: “Report on the Condition of the Dispensaries of the State of New York,” in Annual Report of the State Board of Charities for the Year 1897 (New York: Wynkoop Hallenbeck Crawford Co., 1898), 1:616–54.

157 “say, the New York Institution . . . it’s true”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 25, 1852, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

158 “I have often thought”: Emily’s journal, June 16, 1853, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

158 “He told me the trustees”: Ibid., May 7, 1853.

158 oyster supper: Henry to Sam, May 8, 1853, Folder 134, Collection MC411, SL.

158 “We had quite a merry”: Emily’s journal, May 8, 1853, Folder 180, Collection A77, SL.

158 “I do not feel perfectly”: Ibid., June 9, 1853.

158 “nervous oppressive discomfort”: Ibid., January 14, 1853.

159 “The future lies black”: Ibid., October 8, 1853.

159 “I find I shall have”: Ibid., November 27, 1853.

159 “It is too absurd”: “Throw Physic to the Dogs, I’ll None of It,” Chicago Tribune, November 30, 1853, 2.

159 “In behalf of”: “Letter to the Editor,” Chicago Tribune, December 3, 1853, 2.

160 “I am beginning to feel”: Emily’s journal, December 11, 1853, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

160 “That is the only student”: Sam’s journal, February 26, 1854, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

160 “it was not often that roses”: Emily’s journal, February 17, 1854, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

160 “Emily is now Dr. Emily”: Anna Blackwell, “Elizabeth Blackwell,” English Woman’s Journal 1, no. 2 (April 1858): 98.

160 “The Principles Involved”: Ibid.

160 “not only successfully”: Sam’s journal, February 26, 1854, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

CHAPTER 11: EDINBURGH

161 “Judging from the fine”: Emily to Blackwell family, March 30, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

161 Steamship Arabia: “The Royal Mail Steam-Ship ‘Arabia,’ ” Illustrated London News, January 8, 1853, 29.

161 “a little solitary”: Emily to Blackwell family, April 1, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

162 “The design of this institution”: First Annual Report of the New York Dispensary for Indigent Women and Children, 1855, Folder 50, Collection A145, SL.

162 “medical practitioners of either sex”: “The New York Infirmary for Indigent Women & Children, Minutes of the Board of Managers, Dec 1853 . . . ,” Weill Cornell Archive.

162 tacked a card: Elizabeth to Emily, April 20, 1854, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

163 “pecuniary . . . for a time”: First Annual Report of the New York Dispensary for Indigent Women and Children (1855), Folder 50, Collection A145, SL.

163 “the people struck me . . . hedgerow”: Emily to Blackwell family, April 1, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

164 “another Dr. Blackwell . . . sérieux: Emily to Blackwell family, April 15, 1854, ibid.

164 “The hills grew . . . touched with grey”: Emily to Blackwell family, May 10, 1854, ibid.

166 head of Zeus: McCrae, Simpson, 63.

167 “There was one . . . carriage”: Emily to Blackwell family, May 10, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

168 “surrounded by”: Ibid.

168 “I believe I shall”: Ibid.

168 “fast set”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 20, 1854, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

169 “most decent”: Emily to Blackwell family, June 24, 1854, ibid.

170 “I looked grave”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 2, 1854, ibid.

170 “He makes a physical”: Ibid.

170 “He has made in this way”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 20, 1854, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

171 “I have not seen”: Emily to Elizabeth, July 1854, ibid.

171 “Through August”: Emily to Blackwell family, July 7, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

171 “Period generally”: Anna to Emily, September 12, 1854, Folder 27, Collection MC411, SL.

171 gynecological remedies: Lady Northesk, 1850, Royal College of Surgeons Edinburgh archive.

171 “galvanic pessary”: Emily to Elizabeth, May 15, 1854, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

172 “I have yet to be”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 2, 1854, ibid.

172 he performed frequently: Emily to Elizabeth, July 24, 1854, ibid.

172 He inserted it: Sims, “On the Surgical Treatment,” 55.

173 “forthwith quitted”: “A Female M.D.,” Caledonian Mercury, September 25, 1854, 2.

173 “I wish while they”: Emily to Blackwell family, October 1, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

173 “ineffaceable hostility”: Elizabeth to Emily, August 11, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

173 “a joke which appeared”: Emily to Blackwell family, August 22, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

173 “He rather likes the novelty”: Emily to Elizabeth, September 4, 1854, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

174 “The whole case”: Elizabeth to Emily, January 23, 1855, Folder 65, Collection A145, SL.

174 “I believe it has made”: Emily to Blackwell family, January 1, 1855, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

174 “made a Dr of me”: Emily to Elizabeth, January 29, 1855, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

174 “as I shall not”: Emily to Elizabeth, November 5, 1854, ibid.

174 “She will probably thus”: Elizabeth to Emily, November 13, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

174 “It seems strange”: “From a Correspondent in England,” Una 3, no. 1 (January 1855): 10.

175 “in which article”: Emily to Blackwell family, November 27, 1854, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

175 “I do think you have assumed”: Lovejoy, Women Doctors, 52.

CHAPTER 12: NEW FACES

177 “This medical solitude”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 12, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

177 “With few talents”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 3.

177 “I thanked him”: Dall, Practical Illustration, 105.

178 “She knows far more”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 22, 1854, DF.

179 “My sister has just”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 113.

179 “Yesterday little Mrs. Clark”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 20, 1854, Folder 45, Collection MC411, SL.

179 “Would her companionship”: Ibid.

179 “I don’t want her”: Emily to Elizabeth, c. July 6, 1854, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

179 “A more ignorant”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 2, 1854, ibid.

179 “I fancy she’s”: Elizabeth to Emily, August 11, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

180 “much grander”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 22, 1854, DF.

180 “You must settle”: Ibid.

181 “My Dispensary business”: Elizabeth to Emily, July 24, 1854, Folder 65, Collection A145, SL.

181 “I look on the little”: Emily to Elizabeth, July 24, 1854, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

181 filling the margins: Emily to Elizabeth, July 14, 1854, ibid.

181 “She cried oh”: Elizabeth to Emily, August 11, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

182 “I found my mind”: Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 174.

182 “Infant Congress”: W. H. Davenport, “The Nurseries on Randall’s Island,” Harper’s New Monthly Magazine 36, no. 11 (December 1867): 8–24.

182 “great depot”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon and Bessie Parkes, June 3, 1856, Folder 2, MS#0124, CU.

183 “I must tell you”: Elizabeth to Emily, October 1, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

183 “She is a sturdy”: Ibid.

183 “Oh nice God”: Sam’s journal, November 19, 1854, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

183 “Doctor,” she exclaimed: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 198.

183 “I have had, and I shall”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon and Bessie Parkes, June 3, 1856, Folder 2, MS#0124, CU.

183 “Oh Doctor”: Ibid.

184 “very pleasant-voiced”: Kitty, “Reminiscences,” Folder 650, Collection MC411, SL.

185 “I decidedly prefer”: Henry to Sam, June 2, 1853, Reel 50, LC.

186 “I think you will like”: Henry to Lucy Stone, June 13, 1853, in Wheeler, Loving Warriors, 36.

186 “If both parties”: Henry to Lucy Stone, July 2, 1853, ibid., 45.

186 “I am very glad”: Lucy Stone to Henry, September 10, 1854, ibid., 98–99.

187 “You shall choose”: Henry to Lucy Stone, December 22, 1854, ibid., 109.

187 “Lucy, I wish”: Henry to Lucy Stone, January 3, 1855, ibid., 116.

187 “We view life”: Elizabeth to Henry, December 27, 1854, Reel 50, LC.

187 “morbid craving”: Elizabeth to Emily, September 15, 1854, Reel 74, LC.

187 “We must absolutely”: Elizabeth to Emily, January 23, 1855, Folder 65, Collection A145, SL.

187 “I hope that intercourse”: Emily to Elizabeth, January 29, 1855, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

187 “Sam says”: Marian, quoted in Elizabeth to Emily, January 23, 1855, Folder 65, Collection A145, SL.

188 “She has very good taste”: Henry to Lucy Stone, February 13, 1855, in Wheeler, Loving Warriors, 122.

188 “I protest against”: Elizabeth to Henry, February 22, 1855, Reel 50, LC.

188 “this act on our part”: “Protest Published by Lucy Stone and Henry B. Blackwell, on their Marriage, May 1st 1855,” DF.

189 “putting Lucy Stone”: Lucy Stone to Antoinette Brown, March 29, 1855, in Wheeler, Loving Warriors, 128.

189 “a young woman of strange”: Quoted in Wheeler, Loving Warriors, 16.

190 Henry had tried: Henry to Antoinette Brown, April 16, 1855, Reel 50, LC.

190 “I forgot my drenched”: Sam’s journal, November 8, 1854, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

190 “The love of her”: Ibid., December 16, 1855.

190 “They are for you”: Antoinette Brown to Sam, December 22, 1855, in Hays, Extraordinary Blackwells, 122.

190 “spirited miscellaneous kissing”: Sam’s journal, March 2, 1856, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

190 “alone of all men”: Lucy Stone to Antoinette Brown, January 20, 1856, in Hays, Extraordinary Blackwells, 122.

191 “You are a little wretch”: Lucy Stone to Susan B. Anthony, in Wheeler, Loving Warriors, 142–43.

191 “Would you like to see”: Kitty, “Reminiscences,” Folder 650, Collection MC411, SL.

192 “Thanks to our judicious”: Sam’s journal, November 9, 1856, Folder 1.3, Collection M715, SL.

192 “I have experienced”: Emily to Elizabeth, March 23, 1855, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

192 “ardent love”: Anna Blackwell, “Elizabeth Blackwell,” English Woman’s Journal 1, no. 2 (April 1858): 99.

193 “The surname of the lady”: “Physicians in Muslin,” Punch, April 5, 1856, 133.

193 “The European hospitals”: Emily to Elizabeth, September 16, 1855, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

193 “old fogies”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 1855, Folder 165, Collection MC411, SL.

194 “As things have turned out”: Anna to Blackwells, April 14, 1856, Folder 22, Collection MC411, SL.

CHAPTER 13: INFIRMARY

195 “I have no turn”: Elizabeth to Henry, December 23, 1855, Folder 62, Collection MC411, SL.

195 “Dr. Sims has never called”: Elizabeth to Emily, 1855, Reel 74, LC.

196 “Women have always presided”: Blackwell, Medical Education of Women, 3.

196 “The midwife must”: Ibid., 5.

196 “The grandest name”: Ibid., 5–6.

197 “their ignorance”: Ibid., 8.

197 “unnatural and monstrous”: Ibid., 8.

197 “bitter mortification”: Ibid., 9.

197 “utter want of delicacy”: Ibid., 8.

197 “There is but one way”: Ibid., 14.

197 “sound judgment”: Ibid., 15.

198 “There was scarcely any life”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 183.

198 “If you must talk”: Ibid., 197.

198 “designed to meet”: Circular, June 2, 1856, Folder 83, Collection MC411, SL.

198 “I shall have an Art”: Elizabeth to Emily, June 20, 1856, Folder 68, Collection MC411, SL.

199 “This enterprise must not”: New-York Tribune, December 15, 1856, 7.

200 “manifested the capacity”: “Female Physicians,” New-York Tribune, December 5, 1856, 7.

200 “Debauchery”: Charles Dickens, American Notes for General Circulation (London: Chapman & Hall, 1842), 1:212.

200 “She must have both”: Florence Nightingale to Emily, May 12, 1856, Folder 70, Collection MC411, SL.

201 “Beecher’s theater”: Applegate, Most Famous Man, 299.

202 five thousand dollars: Ibid., 291, 294.

202 William Elder: “New York Infirmary for Women and Children,” New York Daily Herald, May 13, 1857, 3; “Opening of the New-York Infirmary for Women and Children,” New-York Tribune, May 13, 1857, 4.

202 “Elizabeth Blackwell seemed”: Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 190.

203 “fully respectable”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 209.

204 “It is a principle”: Fourth Annual Report of the New York Infirmary for Indigent Women and Children for the Year 1857 (New York: Baker & Taylor, 1858), NYAM. Fourth counts from the founding of the dispensary in 1853; this was the first annual published after the founding of the infirmary.

205 “What the Lady Doctors Are Doing”: “What the Lady Doctors Are Doing,” New-York Times, July 24, 1857, 8.

205 “I found that she also”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 185.

206 “Night after night”: Sixth Annual Report of the New York Infirmary for Indigent Women and Children for the Year 1859 (New York: Baptist & Taylor, 1860), 7.

206 “unpleasant annoyances”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 197.

206 “killing women in childbirth”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 219.

206 “It was a sight”: Ibid., 227.

207 “I informed him”: Elizabeth to Emily, July 11, 1857, Reel 74, LC.

207 “I have been delighted”: Elizabeth to George, June 22, 1857, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

207 “the kindly, home-like way”: Fourth Annual Report of the New York Infirmary, 7.

208 “Its funds have been”: “The Woman’s Own Hospital,” New-York Times, July 12, 1858, 4.

208 “She sprang up”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 210.

208 “When a woman has won”: “The Position of Women,” Philadelphia Press, August 25, 1857.

208 “Your kind thought”: Elizabeth to Lady Byron, December 27, 1857, Reel 42, LC.

CHAPTER 14: RECOGNITION

210 “I am going to tell you”: Elizabeth to George, June 9, 1858, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

210 “I should not object”: Emily to George, August 25, 1857, Folder 168, Collection MC411, SL.

210 “Life in New York”: Elizabeth to George, June 9, 1858, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

211 “Whatever happened”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 9, 1859, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

211 “very general misapprehension”: Anna Blackwell, “Elizabeth Blackwell,” English Woman’s Journal 1, no. 2 (April 1858): 80.

211 “incapable of resorting”: Ibid., 94.

212 “I think it very desirable”: Elizabeth to George, June 9, 1858, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

212 “An agony of doubt”: Emily’s journal, June 20, 1858, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

213 “She needs change”: Emily to George, July 13, 1858, Folder 168, Collection MC411, SL.

213 “throw Kitty overboard”: Elizabeth to Emily, August 21, 1858, Reel 74, LC.

213 “Dear Kittykin”: Elizabeth to Kitty, October 1, 1858, Reel 42, LC.

214 “Having read, small as I was”: Kitty, “Reminiscences,” Folder 650, Collection MC411, SL.

215 “heartfelt welcome”: Lady Byron et al. to Elizabeth, 1859, Reel 46, LC.

215 “represents an exaggeratedly”: Elizabeth to Emily, November 1858, Reel 74, LC.

215 “You can hardly have . . . leech”: Elizabeth, lecture draft, 1859, Reel 44, LC.

216 “I cannot help thinking”: Elizabeth to Emily, January 11, 1859, Folder 46, Collection MC411, SL.

217 “She feels”: Ibid.

217 “She thinks moreover”: Ibid.

217 “She wishes, I see”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, March 16, 1859, Folder 3, MS#0124, CU.

217 “I remember my impression”: Florence Nightingale to Elizabeth, February 10, 1859, in Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 217.

218 “FN’s idea”: Emily to Elizabeth, February 8, 1859, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

218 “Keep quietly clear”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 9, 1859, ibid.

218 “The most characteristic”: Elizabeth to Emily, January 28, 1859, Folder 50, Collection MC411, SL.

218 “I can hardly tell you”: Ibid.

219 “shriek of horror”: Elizabeth to George, February 26, 1859, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

219 “about 150 people”: Elizabeth to Emily, March 4, 1859, Folder 50, Collection MC411, SL.

219 “Now, let us for a moment”: “Lectures by a Lady-Doctor,” Chambers’s Journal of Popular Literature Science and Arts, no. 276 (April 16, 1859): 255–56.

219 “something definite”: Elizabeth Garrett to Emily Davies, March 23, 1861, Autograph Letters of Dr. Elizabeth Garrett Anderson, 1860–1939, ref. GB 106 9/10, Women’s Library.

219 “Last night I saw”: Elizabeth to Emily, June 17, 1859, Reel 74, LC.

219 “I remember feeling”: Elizabeth Garrett to Emily Davies, March 23, 1861, Autograph Letters of Dr. Elizabeth Garrett Anderson, 1860–1939, ref. GB 106 9/10, Women’s Library.

219 “There is an immense charm”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 15, 1859, Reel 74, LC.

220 “I do not think you know”: Florence Nightingale to Elizabeth, March 7, 1859, Reel 43, LC.

220 “They have got so completely”: Emily to Elizabeth, November 21, 1858, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

220 “a younger, less well known”: Emily to Elizabeth, March 16, 1859, ibid.

220 “My liking is for Europe”: Emily to Elizabeth, January 7, 1859, ibid.

221 “as her sister, Dr. Emily”: “Passing Events,” English Woman’s Journal 3, no. 13 (March 1859): 72.

221 “In looking over the book”: Emily to Elizabeth, October 1, 1858, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

221 “She is evidently desirous”: Emily to Elizabeth, October 15, 1858, ibid.

221 “Z doesn’t even make”: Emily to Elizabeth, January 7, 1859, ibid.

221 “The whole affair”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 27, 1858, ibid.

222 “I felt that a larger”: Vietor, Woman’s Quest, 237.

222 “We can not make the hospital”: Emily to Elizabeth, November 21, 1858, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

222 “If ever I come”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 9, 1859, ibid.

222 “one of those old”: Ibid.

222 “I have had our names”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 16, 1859, ibid.

222 “Blackwell Emily”: Trow’s New York City Directory for the Year Ending May 1, 1859, 78, Digital Collections, New York Public Library.

222 “Blackwell Elizabeth & Emily”: Trow’s New York City Directory for the Year Ending May 1, 1860, 81, Digital Collections, New York Public Library.

223 “get people to regard us”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 16, 1859, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

223 “half crazy”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, May 7, 1859, MS#0124, CU.

223 “I confess I’ve had”: Elizabeth to Emily, April 11, 1859, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

223 “I have only one”: Elizabeth to Emily, June 17, 1859, Reel 74, LC.

223 “Your registration”: Emily to Elizabeth, July 5, 1859, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

CHAPTER 15: WAR

224 “I wrote the above”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, April 23, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

224 “the overbearing insolence”: Elizabeth to Emily, June 20, 1856, Folder 68, Collection MC411, SL.

224 “I think it is much more”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, April 13, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

225 “their true position”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 23, 1860, MS#0124, CU.

225 “I do not look on a good”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, April 13, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

225 “Doubt is disease”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, undated, MS#0124, CU.

225 “She has taken an extreme”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, December 2, 1860, MS#0124, CU.

225 “We are compelled”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, April 23, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

226 “To the Women of New York”: “An Appeal,” New-York Times, April 28, 1861.

226 “God bless the women!”: “Ladies’ Military Relief Meeting at the Cooper Institute,” New-York Tribune, April 20, 1861.

227 “Every woman is a nurse”: Nightingale, Notes on Nursing, 3.

227 “There has been a perfect mania”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 5, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

227 Emily even traveled: “A Fragment of Cousin Kitty’s Reminiscences,” dictated by Kitty to George H. Blackwell, August 1933, Collection of Martin Dornbaum and Patricia Simino Boyce, Health Professions Education Center, Hunter-Bellevue School of Nursing. A second, slightly different version was sent to me by Jane Carey Blackwell Bloomfield, daughter of George H. Blackwell and great-granddaughter of Elizabeth and Emily's youngest brother, George W. Blackwell.

227 “On the Selection”: “Report Concerning the Woman’s Central Association of Relief at New York to the U.S. Sanitary Commission at Washington, Oct. 12, 1861,” Sanitary Commission No. 32 (New York: Wm. C. Bryant & Co., 1861), 24–26.

228 “Girls of eighteen”: “A Fragment of Cousin Kitty’s Reminiscences,” August 1933.

229 Bellows’s proposal: “Report Concerning the Woman’s Central Association of Relief at New York to the U.S. Sanitary Commission at Washington, Oct. 12, 1861,” 20.

229 “to have anything to do”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 5, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

229 “lest our name”: Emily to Barbara Bodichon, June 1, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

229 “Of course as it is essential”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 5, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

229 “Miss Dix, though in many”: Emily to Barbara Bodichon, June 1, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

230 “The government has given”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 5, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

230 “We completed the 100”: Elizabeth to George, June 7, 1862, Folder 51, Collection MC411, SL.

230 “They were inclined”: Emily to George, June 16, 1862, Folder 169, ibid.

230 “commutation”: Hays, Extraordinary Blackwells, 151.

230 “I have given up”: Emily to George, August 21, 1862, Folder 169, Collection MC411, SL.

231 “Our carpenter”: Emily to George, September 1, 1862, ibid.

231 As Kitty remembered it: “A Fragment of Cousin Kitty’s Reminiscences,” dictated by Kitty to George, August 1933.

232 “The green flickering”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 9, 1863, MS#0124, CU.

232 “villages of tents”: Elizabeth to Emily and Kitty, June 6, 1864, Reel 55, LC.

232 “We have had charming”: Elizabeth to Kitty, June 8, 1864, Reel 55, LC.

232 “making acquaintance”: Ibid.

233 “Why don’t you go up . . . quite in luck”: Ibid.

234 “handsome dark eyed . . . young Doctor”: Ibid.

CHAPTER 16: COLLEGE

235 “They have each quite”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, January 14, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

235 “I am sick of the farce”: Emily to Elizabeth, November 10, 1858, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

235 “It is the old difference”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, January 14, 1861, MS#0124, CU.

236 “sentimental air . . . doing”: Emily to Elizabeth, May 10, 1859, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

236 “If we could have joined”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 9, 1863, MS#0124, CU.

236 “Being the first”: Second Annual Announcement and Constitution of the New York Medical College for Women and Hospital for Women and Children (New York, 1864), 7.

236 “The true plan”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, June 9, 1863, MS#0124, CU.

237 “a vulgar little class”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, January 18, 1865, in Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 236.

237 “We believe that the time . . . kind of disease”: Blackwell, Medical Education of Women.

238 “It is knowledge”: Ibid.

238 “to enable the corporation”: Constitution and By-Laws of the New York Infirmary for Women and Children, and Woman’s Medical College (New York: Wynkoop & Hallenbeck, 1864).

238 “the San Greal”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, September 7, 1864, in Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 237.

238 “The great secret”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, May 23, 1865, ibid., 240.

239 “The circle is broken”: Emily’s journal, March 5, 1866, Folder 80, Collection A77, SL.

239 “I had built”: Anna to Blackwell family, March 20, 1866, Folder 22, Collection MC411, SL.

239 “Whether I shall really”: Anna to Elizabeth, April 2, 1866, Reel 71, LC.

239 “a kind of ‘social evil’ ”: Elizabeth Garrett to Louisa Garrett Smith, November 22, 1862, Women's Library.

239 “Science, at best”: “Shall Women Be Doctors?” Lancet 2 (August 3, 1861): 117.

239 “In Miss Garrett”: “Medical News,” British Medical Journal 2 (July 14, 1866): 62.

240 “I have had an unexpected”: Elizabeth to Marian, October 5, 1866, Reel 76, LC.

240 “a very talented girl”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, April 25, 1860, MS#0124, CU.

241 “Little Miss Putnam”: Elizabeth to Marian, October 5, 1866, Reel 76, LC.

241 “a great Spiritualist”: Mary Putnam to Victorine Putnam, October 21, 1866, in Putnam, Life and Letters of Mary, 99.

241 “They will, as always”: Emily to Elizabeth, July 21, 1866, Folder 163, Collection MC411, SL.

242 “The Eye and its Appendages”: Rebecca J. Cole, “The Eye and its Appendages, Submitted as a Thesis to the Faculty of Female Medical College of Pennsylvania,” February 1867, Drexel University Archives and Special Collections.

242 “carried on this work”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 228.

242 “the respectability of a household”: Rebecca J. Cole, “First Meeting of the Women’s Missionary Society of Philadelphia,” Woman’s Era 3, no. 4 (October 1896).

242 “Emily . . . does grandly”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, January 13, 1867, in Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 245.

243 “When you write”: Emily to George, April 18, 1867, Folder 169, Collection MC411, SL.

243 “True growth”: Blackwell, Address Delivered at the Opening, 3–4, Reel 48, LC.

243 board of examiners: “The Women’s Medical College of the New York Infirmary,” 1st catalog/announcement, 1868, Reel 48, LC.

243 “This school is the only one”: Blackwell, Address Delivered at the Opening, 13.

244 “keen intuition”: “The Woman’s Medical College,” New-York Times, November 3, 1868, 8.

245 “I’m afraid she won’t”: Elizabeth to Barbara Bodichon, October 28, 1868, CU, in Sahli, “Blackwell.: A Biography,” 165.

245 “If I am to be a doctor”: Sophia Jex-Blake’s journal, April 12, 1868, in Todd, Life of Jex-Blake, 200.

245 “to which she instantly”: Sophia Jex-Blake to Mary Jex-Blake, November 8, 1868, ibid., 206.

245 “In 1869 the early”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 241.

246 “Partnership (of 10 years”: Emily? Notes on partnership, 1869, Folder 191, Collection MC411, SL.

246 “If you would take a peep”: Kitty to Alice, July 10, 1869, Reel 55, LC.

247 wrote a will: Elizabeth’s will, July 14, 1869, Folder 81, Collection MC411, SL.

247 “They claim me”: Elizabeth to Samuel Willetts, October 18, 1869, Folder 62, ibid.

247 “I am settled”: Elizabeth to Kitty, February 23, 1870, Reel 55, LC.

248 “I did not indulge”: Emily to Elizabeth, October 11, 1869, Folder 164, Collection MC411, SL.

248 “I would sink”: Elizabeth to Emily, January 4, 1870, Folder 46, ibid.

248 “I can see very well”: Emily to Elizabeth, 1869, Folder 183, ibid.

248 “build up a little group”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 13, 1870, Folder 164, ibid.

249 “It seemed as though everything”: Ibid.

249 “a graceful & entirely”: Ibid.

249 “Aunt Emily made”: Kitty to Alice, April 5, 1870, Reel 55, LC.

CHAPTER 17: DIVERGENCE

250 “Miss Garrett”: Elizabeth to Emily, August 20, 1869, Folder 46, Collection MC411, SL.

250 “I do indeed congratulate”: Elizabeth to Sophia Jex-Blake, in Todd, Life of Jex-Blake, 264.

251 “Neither Miss Putnam”: Elizabeth to Emily, August 1870, Folder 50, Collection MC411, SL.

251 “I could not have imagined”: Elizabeth to Emily, May 14, 1870, Folder 46, Collection MC411, SL.

252 “You can help me so much”: Elizabeth to Kitty, October 12, 1869, in Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 280.

252 “fitted herself into all”: “In Memory of Dr. Elizabeth Blackwell and Dr. Emily Blackwell, January 25, 1911,” NYAM, 12–13.

252 “Prevention is better”: Blackwell, Pioneer Work, 247.

253 “that direful purchase”: Ibid., 243.

254 “exquisite spiritual joys”: Blackwell, Counsel to Parents, 56.

254 “It might almost be read aloud”: Emily to Lucy Stone, January 29, 1879, LC, in Sahli, “Blackwell: A Biography,” 235.

254 “a well-established fact”: Blackwell, Human Element in Sex, 51.

255 “is largely under the control”: Blackwell, How to Keep a Household in Health, 9.

256 “From the outset of marriage”: Blackwell, Medical Address on Malthus, 34.

256 “A man who commits rape”: Ibid., 28.

256 “To a hygienic”: Elizabeth, Pioneer Work, 239.

257 “really of tremendous practical”: Elizabeth to Annie Leigh Browne, April 1902, in Boyd, Excellent Doctor Blackwell, 293.

257 “My ‘Test’ ”: Elizabeth to Emma Stone Blackwell, July 6, 1894, in Sahli, “Blackwell: A Biography,” 341.

257 “I am utterly unwilling”: Emily to Elizabeth, June 15, 1870, Folder 164, Collection MC411, SL.

258 “I cannot describe the shock”: Emily to Elizabeth, August 25, 1870, ibid.

258 “I do not know whether”: Emily to Elizabeth, October 6, 1871, ibid.

258 “It is utterly impossible”: Elizabeth to Mary Putnam, December 31, 1871, in Putnam, Life and Letters of Mary, 307.

259 “It is your mind”: Mary Putnam Jacobi to Elizabeth, December 25, 1888, Reel 43, LC.

259 “She is a bright”: Emily to Kitty, November 14, 1871, Folder 180, Collection MC411, SL.

259 clutching the banister: Emily to Kitty, July 31, 1871, Reel 55, LC.

259 rows of kisses: Nannie to Emily, January 24, 1884, Folder 713, Collection MC411, SL.

260 “They have put down”: Emily to Elizabeth, November 25, 1873, Folder 164, ibid.

261 “You ought to have a partner”: Emily to Alice, January 14, 1884, Reel 73, LC.

261 “like a butcher’s”: Emily to Alice, March 9, 1884, Reel 73, LC.

261 “a remarkably lovely woman”: Mary Putnam Jacobi to Elizabeth, December 25, 1888, Reel 43, LC.

261 “No one could be more kind”: Emily to Elizabeth, February 26, 1896, Reel 74, LC.

261 “The last days”: Elizabeth Cushier to Emily, September 14, n.d., Folder 187, Collection MC411, SL.

262 “On the top floor”: “Woman’s Medical College Burned,” New-York Tribune, April 23, 1897, 4.

262 “We have taken the next”: Emily to Elizabeth, April 27, 1897, Reel 74, LC.

262 “Women students need”: “In Connection with the Burning of the College Building . . . ,” pamphlet, NYAM.

263 “at first in derision”: “Woman Doctors’ College Burned,” Sun (New York), April 23, 1897, 8.

CODA

264 “I understand that is”: “Institution May Close,” New-York Tribune, May 24, 1899, 5.

264 “They have a million”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 27, 1898, Reel 74, LC.

265 “The graduates think”: “Confirmed by Dr. Loomis,” New-York Tribune, May 25, 1899, 9.

265 “had held open the door”: Women’s Medical College of the New York Infirmary for Women and Children, 321 East 15th Street, Final Catalogue and Announcement, June 1899, 14.

265 “In every city”: Ibid., 15.

265 Of the eighteen women: “Its Last Commencement,” Sun (New York), May 26, 1899, 4.

266 “You will be brought . . . her sons”: Women’s Medical College of the New York Infirmary for Women and Children, 321 East 15th Street, Final Catalogue and Announcement, June 1899, 18–19.

266 “I am glad to feel”: Emily to Elizabeth, December 13, 1899, Reel 74, LC.

266 “I remember how I trembled”: “In Memory of Dr. Elizabeth Blackwell and Dr. Emily Blackwell, January 25, 1911,” NYAM, 23–24.

267 “It is only when we have learned”: Blackwell, Religion of Health, 22.

268 In 1910: Walsh, “Doctors Wanted,” 186.

268 Today thirty-five percent: Federation of State Medical Boards, “FSMB Census of Licensed Physicians in the United States, 2018,” Journal of Medical Regulation 105, no. 2 (2018): 7–23, https://www.fsmb.org/siteassets/advocacy/publications/2018census.pdf