16 things 180
Absurd Person Singular (play) 90
acupressure 128
adultery, as conspiracy 89
alternative therapy treatments 148
Anderson, Jean 98
applied kinesiology 148
arrogance, and humility 185–6
Ascended Masters see MAP asking, not being afraid of 145–6, 154, 17
au pair, working as 38
An Audience Called Edouard (play) 91
audiences 44, 46, 48–9, 51–2, 189–90
Azim, Prince of Brunei 190
Bacharach, Burt 158
Bad Girls (TV series) 196
Baldwin, Stephen 103
letter to Council 169
Barrie, Amanda 196
The Basement (play) 47
beauty, consciousness of 30, 31, 59, 191–2
Bell, Ann 99
Benmussa, Simone 63
Bible readings 103
bikini, costume change 48
Birmingham Repertory Theatre 65
blacklisting, from Hollywood 92, 143, 145
Blessed, Brian 90
British Council tour 42–4
Brook, Peter 40
Buffini, Moira 99
Burge, Stuart 63
California 139, 144, 145–8, 161, 202
see also Hollywood
Callas, Maria 47, 51–2, 65–6, 119–20
Can You Hear Me at the Back? (play) 91, 94
Catholicism, attraction to 8, 40
Celebrity Big Brother (TV series) 101–4
A Change of Place (TV movie) 117
channelling Maria Callas 66, 119–20
characters, toxic energy of 196
Charisse, Cyd 159
Chasen, Heather 186
chauffeur, psychic 132–3
children see also Chloe (daughter); Phoebe (daughter) closeness to the creative self 83
making spirit puppets for 204–5
Chitty, Alison 189
Chloe (daughter)
on Colbys set 153
eyes appear in hospital 125–6
feeding problems 87–8
helping wallpaper 96
keenness on Colin’s horses 22
meets ‘Sid’ Charisse 159
melting nuns 90–1
pink petticoats from California 144
pneumonia scare 80–1
chocolate 178–9
Chopra, Deepak 62
Christina see Hart, Christina
Church of England 5
clay jigsaw puzzles 202
Co-Creative White Brotherhood Medical Assistance
Programme, The (MAP) 181–3
The Colbys (TV series) 51, 135, 140–1, 144–5, 152–3
Coldham Hall 108–10
Collins, Jackie 159
Collins, Joan 149
The Confessional (film) 79
Connie (TV series) 129–35
animal imagery for characters 134–5, 192
Dynasty’s influence on 131, 139
posy presentation 35–6
similarity to Big Brother 102
Coronation Street (TV series) i–ii, 195
A Course in Miracles (ACIM) 155, 156
Coward, Noel 49
Cranham, Kenneth 36–7, 48, 53, 91
crow, as guide 193
curiosity 9
Cusack, Cyril 148
Cusack, Sinead 148
daily routine 164
deafness
hearing Mary 7–8
interlife experience 207
mother’s attitude to 207–8, 209, 211
supporting charities 210–1, 212
Decroux, Etienne 38
Dench, Judi 67
determination 169
Didi (sister)
grieving for Bill 190
healing in Mexico 186
Dinner (play) 99
‘to do’ lists 164
‘do without doing’ 179–80
The Doll’s House (play) 63
Dosser, Alan 107, 129–30, 130–1
dove, as messenger 194
Dracula AD 1972 (film) 141
dying, and returning 20, 26, 124–6
Dynasty (TV series) 139–40, 149, 159
eagle spirit guide 193
Egypt, past life 18
‘elecs’ job 36
Electra (school play) 37
emergency money 178
Emily (assistant) 117–8
energetic imprints 202
Eshley, Norman 79
Evans, Linda 144–5
Everett, Rupert 49
experimental theatre 39–40
family life
fans (prop), comfort with 10
fear 26, 94, 101, 143, 154, 193
Fell, Cliff 113
Fernald, John 39
Findley, Timothy 65
Flemming, Kate 208
Forum, The 162
Foster, Barry 47
fourth wall 46–9
fox
as animal spirit guide 175–6, 192, 193
Connie’s character 134–5
Free Arts for Abused Children 204–5
Fuller, Buckminster 61–2
The Games (film) 150
Gardner, Ava 68, 148–9, 149–50
Gaynor, Mitzi 158
gender inequality 91
generation, reflections on 56, 83
Gill, Peter 123–4
Glenn, John 212
God
judgemental 7
nature versus animal nature 193
sensing presence viii, 31, 71, 125
gold, spiritual light 25–6, 32, 79, 125
Gordon, Hannah 91
‘government inspector’ arrested 90
grace 194–5
‘GREAT Day’ list 166
Great White Brotherhood see MAP greediness 66–7
Greenwood, Bernie see Bernie (boyfriend)
Grotowski, Jerzy 39
guardian angels 5, 17, 96, 205
Guides, The 21
Guilaroff, Sydney 149
Gully, Richard 157–8
‘Hail Mary,’ reciting 209
Hamlet (play) 77–8
Hampshire, Susan 91
hang-gliding 94
Hardwicke, Edward 91
Hauser, Frank 66–7
Hawkins, Dr David 167
Hearing Dogs for the Deaf 210, 211
Hendrix, Jimi 68
Henson, Nicky 63–4
Heston, Charlton 51, 53, 144, 152–3
blacklisting from 92, 143, 145
The Homecoming (play) 73
homoeopathic medicine 148
Hopkins, Anthony 159, 162, 186–8
Horowitz, Colin see Colin (friend)
hostage, survival advice 101–2
humility 185–6
hummingbirds 194
Hunter, Holly 188
husband see McEnery, John
Hutchinson, Ron 131
hypnosis 201–3
I Vecchi e i Giovani see The Old and the Young (TV series)
An Ideal Husband (play) 63–4, 117
Iliff, Miss 37
Iliff, Noel 37
incarnations see past lives
inevitabilities 15–8
Inseminoid (film) 173
intention 179–80
interlife 205–7
Jaguar XK150, John’s 72, 78, 82
Jameson, Louise 99
jazz clubs 9–10
Jenny (sister) 6
Jones, Vinnie 103
Jude (grandson) 23–5, 46–7, 64
Jung, Carl 62
karma 165
Kathmandu, performing in 42–4
Keel, Howard 158
kinesiology, applied 148
knowing, moment of 29–32
Knudsen, Bitten 173
Lacey, Ron 185
Lady Sov 103–4
lamb, caring for newborn 114
laughter 47, 48–9, 92, 115, 155, 173
Lawrence, Patty 98–9
‘let go, let God’ 45, 52–3, 98, 170
Levine, Joseph E. 142–3
listening to men 82
Litchfield, Patrick 143
Liverpool Everyman 38–9, 73, 186–8
The London Cuckolds (play) 37, 48, 53, 63, 91
Lottery tickets 173
love
conscious decision 88
essence of everything 26, 100, 201
falling in 73–5
Lucky Chances (TV series) 159
Lumley, Joanna 148
magic, vestige in theatre 50
Malibu 202
MAP 181–3
Map of Consciousness 168
Marceau, Marcel 38
Margolyes, Miriam 185
Marked Personal (TV series) 186
Martin, Tony 159
Master Class (play) 47, 51–2, 66, 119–20, 164
Maureen see Vincent, Maureen
McAlpine, Andrew 76
McCallum, John 64
McDowall, Roddy 148
McEnery, John
falling in love 73–5
marriage breakdown 88–90
wedding 75–6
McEwan, Geraldine 40
McKellen, Ian 123, 124, 189–90
meditation 49–50, 61, 84, 114–5, 166
men, break from 99–100
Mercury, Freddie 136
mime, studying 38
mindfulness 166–7
miners’ strike 133–4
miscarriage 77
Moore, Roger 67
motherhood, embracing 78–9, 81
Mummy
angel helps 204
bath prayer 96–7
MAP message 182
support from vii, 130
at wedding 75
Murchison, Rory 65
Napoleon and Josephine: A Love Story (film) 155–6
National Council for Communicative Disorders 212
National Youth Theatre 36
negativity, British 154, 180–1
Neil, Hildegarde 90
Neuro-Linguistic Programming 181
Neville, John 185–6
Newton, Dr Michael 206
Nichiren Daishonin temple, joining 147
Nicolella, Patti 99
The Nightcomers (film) 76, 92, 142, 150–1
Nisargadatta Maharaj, Sri 100
No Bananas (TV series) 107
North, Robyn 119
Ogilvy, Ian 185
The Old and the Young (TV series) 80
panthers, Sable’s character 135
pantomime 46–7
parking tickets 177–8
past lives
17th century 15–6
Egyptian 18
First World War 16–7
Native American 23–5
Roman 21
South American Indian 60
Paul, Margie 162–3
Pegasus, appears 26
Pekinpah, Sam 143
Penhaligon, Susan 79
Penny, Jude see Jude (grandson)
performing, focus on stage 52–3
Perkins, Anthony 155–7
Phoebe (daughter)
acceptance lesson 192
and Charlton Heston 153
drinking Calpol 84
helping wallpaper 96
intuition about basement 168
and John’s ‘baby monkey’ experiment 79–80
nuns babysit 90–1
pink petticoats from California 144
trust in Emily 117–8
playfulness
being paid to play 45, 50–3, 92, 172–3
of children 83
feeding the soul 172–4
in Sixties 61
spiritual 174–7
Pleasance, Donald 47
positivity 180–1
Powell, Robert 190
prayer 7, 97, 128, 161, 164, 204
pregnancies 77–8
premonition, surgery 123–4
preparation, performance 41, 44, 52–3
private/public personas vii, 143, 196
procrastination 177–8
producers, importance of 92, 140–1, 142–3
psychedelic trip 60
psychic readings 20–1, 132–3, 147–8
Psychic Society of Great Britain 132
rooftop epiphany 29–32, 50, 201
Restoration comedy 47
review, treasured 39
rib reserve breathing 208
Riddington, Ken 98
Roache, Bill (William) i–iii, 195
Robbins, Tony 153–5
Roberts, Pennant 99
Roberts, Ronnie (Veronica) 65, 66, 99, 126–8
Ronci, Barbara 147
rooftop epiphany 29–32, 50, 201
rose wallpaper 96
Ross, Katharine 144
Royal Shakespeare Company 48
Rupert (donkey) 110–2
‘Sable Colby’ vii, 135, 140, 144, 152
The Saint (TV series) 67
scripts, reading 45
Sea Quest (TV series) 154
Sedona (Arizona) 49–50
self-deprecation, British 180–1
self-responsibility 170–1
Sense (charity) 210–1
The Servant of Two Masters (play) 38
Shakespeare symposium 185–6
Shapiro, Esther 159
single parent vii, 88–9, 90–1, 144, 169
The Singular Life of Albert Nobbs (play) 63, 91
Sixties era 39–40, 55–6, 59, 68
smells, theatre 40–1
smoking 178
snoring 102–3
Snow White (play) 46–7
soul memory research 205–7
soul retrieval work 174–5
South American Indian incarnation 60
Spelling, Aaron 140–1
Spielberg, Steven 154
spirit puppets 204–5
spirits, at Coldham Hall 109–10
spiritual journey 20–1, 32, 133, 172–3, 174–7
Stacey, Neil 36
Standing, John 97–8
Stanwyck, Barbara 144
Steadman, Alison 107
Steel, Danielle 159
Straker, Peter 135–6
Straw Dogs (film), blacklisting from 143
surgery, nearly dying 124–6
sweat lodges 176–7
talent 197
Taylor-Bradford, Barbara 159
The Te a Party (play) 47
teenage years 8–10
The Tempest (play) 73
Tenko (TV series) 97–9, 101, 104, 118, 126
thinking ahead 178–9
This Is Your Life (TV show) 157
thoughtfulness 172
To Be the Best (TV movie) 159, 162, 188
toolbag, spiritual 161
tours, theatrical 41–5
toxicity of characters 196
Transcendental Meditation 61, 84
Trevelyan, John 150
Troop Beverly Hills (film) 159
Trump, Ivana 104
Twelfth Night (play) 42–4
Venice Preserv’d (play) 123, 189–90
Versailles, recalling 10, 12–15
vibrational frequencies 167
Vincent, Maureen 76, 98, 129, 132, 139
Voice, Lisa 18
The Vortex (play) 49
Wagner, Dr 148
Walker, Pete 79
Wattis, Richard 148
Weaver, Sigourney 188
wedding 75–6
West Hampstead house 91, 145, 173
Williams, Esther 158
Williams, Simon vi
Zeffirelli, Franco 65