Introduction by Colin Wilson
Author’s Note by Sondra London
Family Portrait
Portrait of Danny Rolling
Gemini
Preface by Danny Rolling
CHAPTER 1 The Bloody Task of Murder
The Arrival
The Williamsburg Village Apartments
Fallen Angel
CHAPTER 2 Something Died
A Murderer I Became
Gargoyle of Heaven
The Best Dog Ever
Rocky
My Father the Hero
Never Will I Be Proud
The Driving Lesson
Something Died
Flashbacks
Nightmare on Canal Street
I Just Can’t Make It
Run, Danny, Run
Louisiana Law
A Bitter Seed
Star & Sixguns
Dirty Deal Manuscript
Rolling Tunes
CHAPTER 3 Drugs, Sex & Close Encounters
Purple Haze Daze
Not All Sugar and Spice
Where the Waters Met
Military Maryjane
Praise His Holy Name
Angel & Dragon
The Best Years
Visitors from Hell
The Whispering Troll
Haunted Tree
What Have You Done?
Here’s Johnny
The Starting Gun
Like Jesse James
She Doesn’t Want to Know
Always a Gentleman
A Close Encounter
Danny’s Nuts
CHAPTER 4 The Life of an Outlaw
Behind Bars
Criminal Equations
Virgin Outlaw
House of Steel and Stone
Whatsa Madda Witchew, Whiteboy?
Everything He Detested
House of the Insane
The Thorazine Shuffle
Ruined for Life
In the End
Bugger Bear
Empty Answers
Chaingang Livin’
Eclipse
No Shit
Cowboy
I Need a Job
Sanctum
RAPE!
You Don’t Have to Do This
Frightened Eyes
Dead Man’s Hand
Reaper on Harley
I’m the One
CHAPTER 5 A Real Killer
Mystery Rider
Running from the Gun
Smack Dab Into It
The Witching Hour
Deeper Into the Night
No One’s Friend
The Road to Nowhere
Three Strikes
Desert Rat, Tall Hat &Flaco
Texas Tank
Home of the Slaves
The Only Voice
The Hot Box
Notes from the Hole
Frozen Prison
The Frozen Sparrow
Serpent & Butterfly
A Real Killer
Ned, Ted & Fred
CHAPTER 6 They Called Him Psycho
Blood and Bumper Jack
Rambo
BLAM!
They Called Him Psycho
Bunnie
Dementia
All I Need is a Job
Little Rocky
Weapons of Choice
Midnight Kiss
Nothing Better
Like a Werewolf
Werewolf
Windows to Fantasy
Nude & Serpent
The Night the Big Chevy Died
There’s Gonna Be Trouble
Something Bad is Going to Happen
Crossing the Bridge
Cain
Contemplation Manuscript
CHAPTER 7 Getting Babes
Goin’ to Kansas City
Reaper Voyeur & Woman
I Want In
Close Call
This is the Place
Getting Babes
A Cold Anger
The Rolling Tape
Did It Feel BIG?
Topless Caddy
Sexual Healing
Trouble Believing
Strange Fish
Robbery Map
Attack of the Spider
Grim Reaper
CHAPTER 8 Possessed by the Reaper
Why Gainesville?
Crossed Paths
A Moment of Silence
I Saw What You Did
Something I Gotta Do
The Gainesville Murders
Apartment “M” for Murder
Expert or Very Lucky
The Last One
A Beautiful Sight
It MEANT Something
The Crazed Man
Reaper on Dragon
What’s the Message?
CHAPTER 9 No Place Left to Run
Nice Fucking Day
Ode to Jesse
He Thought He Was Going to Die
Ennad & Gun
A Quiet Evening
The Robbed Robber
The Last Arrest
Gator Waving
CHAPTER 10 The Last Dance
A Mysterious Woman
Sondra
You Can’t Run
The Gemini Defense
Danny
Queen of the Enchanted orest
Man! Is He Crazy!
Death for Danny
Demons Rear Their Heads
Die, Danny, DIE!
The Death Penalty
Crystalline Man
How Many Days?
The Last Dance
The End of Murder Road
Reality Jolt
Visiting Day
I Saw His Feet!
Don’t Step on the Blood
Timebomb
Hate Factories
The Destiny of Man
Cuffed Writer
My Prayer
I Don’t Do Lucifer
Writing About the Murders
The Word is Love
Sondra & Danny’s Tree
Sondra Touches Danny
Sondra in the Keyhole
Beyond the Keyhole
Death Row Skeleton
APPENDICES
Appendix A: Security Tips
Appendix B: A Pack of Lies
They Lied
She Lied
No Dental Instruments
No Mirrors
No Satanism
No Sodomy
Who’s Conning Who?
No Superstar
No Bundy Seance
No Sexual Abuse
No Knife Play
No Child Molesting
Enjoy Sex
Not Gay
Rolling v. Ryzuk
The Struggle
Appendix C: The Struggle