INDEX

A

About this, even diamonds do not lie. 60

along with the love letters bound in silk. 30

amplified, sounded like a choir? 152

and always silent. 231

and broken. 105

and each finds her own way out. 157

and fidget of my nerves. 198

and never meant to stay there. 220

and one more guess and one more chance. 182

and out, they wouldn’t show me. 48

and skipped between the breakers jubilant and sunk. 212

And sometimes hydrogen peroxide. 11

And that is why the stars are drunkards. 16

and then you will wash your face. 106

and tried. What I don’t understand is the beauty. 190

and we be torn apart. 5

a rose, chunks of ice bobbing in the lake. 227

as punishment for too much lust and feeding. 3

At least as attributable to the yawn. 268

At least turn me over so I can see the sky. 123

away from and where we don’t want to go. 244

B

been given your free gift. 51

before you’re dead? 28

being touched again. 86

blank-prone forever. 4

boarded up then turned into bowling lanes. 57

but soon and forever. 267

but there’s a yellow flower in your cough. 172

but there’s no one above you. 124

C

cajoled to boil, says, This is my soul, freed. 195

Calm? I am calm. 174

charged with her protection. 56

clouds that were his idea. 219

come look at the moon, come watch the waves. 208

constitute a gift. 147

D

dented, immutable, unalloyed. 77

doesn’t mean you wanted too much. 143

E

eating each other. 238

even in a vacuum, the moon erodes. 89

Even now, we love each other. 22

F

fall on the no more factory. 186

for a scorpion. 71

from becoming the world’s biggest lightning bug. 128

from the flowers, carefully and with conviction. 20

G

glue, bone. Dimensions unknown. 58

H

hammering makes the world. 101

handprint on the sky. 74

has its hood pulled over it and hushes. 70

heaves itself into the frigid strait. 225

how it can only get so far from the sea. 41

How wonderful our poisons don’t kill her. 200

hum of glories. 83

I

I am pilfering and wanton and struck. 217

If only my body wasn’t borrowed from dust! 178

I liked the way it turned out. 193

I love you I say meaning lend me 20 bucks. 211

Imagine being that close to death. 34

I’m almost not anywhere. 38

in an economy all their own. 270

in fact it’s rained solid for weeks. 10

in the bright-shining thicket. 96

In the distance, a cloud of dust. 67

into seed and wind, into dirt, into into into. 112

into the minnowy gears of the sea. 88

Invisible, barefoot river. 114

invulnerable and nearly vanished. 53

is how I find myself wandering a temple. 99

is John Keats. 111

is one inch wide and five miles long. 185

It didn’t matter which way it broke. 94

it proved not to be there. 85

It’s a miracle. 8

its melting for tears. 213

I will do whatever you say. 162

K

knocked-up. Some questions are best not asked. 247

L

Later he was surrounded by a beautiful sphere of light. 249

least I go unrecognized in paradise. 196

Let’s flee. Now can I have a drink? 95

like needles on water. 129

luminous with yes-sexy friction. 72

M

make them unidentifiable. 233

mewing beneath the earth. 156

mostly short answer, some i.d. 154

My soul is a baby wolf. 142

N

never quite right. 29

never seeing them again. 35

Nothing can be fixed. 150

Now imagine you’re that frog. 215

Now try it on your own at home. 265

O

of a tiny room. 177

of its emptiness and peace. 91

of the spirit that cannot be destroyed. 32

on an upside-down mountain. 97

on being drunk when I leave. 121

One became the earth she loved, one was revived. 240

only falls. 126

Or does nothing make its sound? 133

or will it be sleep’s pure peace of nothingness? 69

Or wouldn’t again. 271

over the sundial of our lives. 188

P

plum, I come undone, undone. 47

pulled by a man talking to himself. 43

R

red parabola within flesh. 237

right in the middle of your chest. 204

rose or kiss made of mist. 260

S

shuddering cores of cinder, whirlwinds of ash. 15

so even my hips open like wings. 256

so I may be qualmless and happy as you. 37

so turn away, dropping it in your pocket. 180

spiders and worms live in. 40

still and will forever welcome you home. 141

still some fledgling pledge? 263

stopping to move a turtle off the road. 161

Such a paltry gesture, my surrender. 90

T

that the subject will change you. 102

that too contribute to the beauty of this world. 149

the ice breaks into pills the river swallows. 24

then it rains and rains and rains. 206

then lift it over your head. 93

Then there’s what washes up. 25

then they just split apart. 258

There’re free matches by the door. 169

There’s nothing left but hope. 39

These chains too conspire our salvation. 222

the solarium. 202

The swans are back on the lake. 62

the tornado drill has been postponed. 164

The trees our fathers planted we will not see again. 135

To be fit for nothing else, except teaching. 116

to buy peaches. The road was sand. 104

to chase and crush. 98

to dance a creditable tango. 118

to get them working again. 242

to not answer it, there’s all this blood on the sheet. 224

to the ground from the birth canal. 131

touch us in our sleep. 261

trying to fill the world with light. 26

trying to keep your secrets. 229

trying to poke through a mouse hole in the cosmos. 80

turns chilly and full of jasmine. 140

U

until the pilot hits one. 255

V

very very little gold. 45

W

waddle off the cliff. 108

was something immense and intact. 159

we’ll go to the sea. 194

We make no sound walking over pine needles. 18

what you can’t live without. 54

when you don’t even know who you are. 235

where you must go by. 81

who are always gentle with their young. 166

Wordsworth’s death, the dedication removed. 184

Y

Yeah, like who don’t, only smaller. 170

yet one remains unknown. 246

you are in fact dying. 110

You may see a whale. 253

you must work for months with wooden blocks. 79

your chipmunk glance a schwa. 46

Your light meter was in my glove box. 65

You will still be rain, blurry as a mouse. 6

you won’t have to worry if you are really loved. 138